All those times

When I thought how

could we be this way

heart to heart 

And I just can't put it into words

How much you mean to me

I was a total wreck back then

that I just couldn't hide 

I wanted to lean on somebody

Wanted to be free...

Oh, I was such a fool to have let you go

And I wish that I could make things right

I hope that you'll forgive me for all those times

Cuz I've never felt this much regret in my whole life

Many years have passed

and I quite feel the same 

If not now but anytime

I want you to know that

you're the one who makes me 

feel alive and I wanna tell you

that I could never think the opposite

{Oh I was...in my whole life}

The day we met

do you recall it?

I was so fuckin' tired of 

the way that things were

And you just came to me

out of the blue 

The one who never judged me

for who I am, no matter what

So I broke the wall and let you in

I wasn't ready but I still tried to 

make you happy and give my all

I guess that's what led us to be that way

Two out-comers to best friends

Oh, and I hoped that we'd stay the same

But what I did not know was that 

I'd be the one to mess it up

I honestly don't know what to think anymore

All I know is that I can't breathe behind this door

Dear Ol' bestie, please help me

Just tell me where did it go wrong

And give me a place where I could reside

by your side, waiting for you always

{Oh I was...in my whole life}

I have got many memories of you, from then till now

 Cause even in my dreams, you're the one I see 

 You've always been and will be a part of me

 Oh, I just hope you are happy, wherever you may be

 For I do accept my mistake and wish only the best for you