I lay on my bed, with my hands behind my head. My eyes were glued to the ceiling, and sincerely, I'd keep them that way.

Everything else reminded me of her.

I've had a few relationships go sour,but none of them prepared me for what I was feeling.

Every time I remembered her smile, or the way her skin felt against mine, tears threatened to fall out of my eyes. And I let them.

Let me give you all a quick back story.

Being the player back in high school gave me an edge over almost everyone. And when I say 'Player' I didn't just play girls.

I also played baseball, hockey, in addition to girls.

All the girls wanted to be with me, and the boys wanted to be me. And being completely honest, it was fun that way.

But then she came in.

And for once, it hurt my ego, that she didn't want me.

It pinched my skin to see that she looked at me with nothing but scorn.

I made up my mind to make her fall for me, even if was the last thing I did.

But then the tables turned on us, and I was the one falling.

I fell so hard, until I was tangled up in her web. And I didn't want to have it any other way.

I was so into her, that I forgave her, even after seeing her with my teammates.

I let her get away with doing things to other people. And although it hurt me, I wanted to do anything to keep her.

It eventually came to a wrap when I saw her with my father.

I walked in on them making out furiously, with half of their clothes gone.

My mind was blank.

It was there and then she told me.

She said that she didn't want to do anything else. Her only plan was to ruin my life. To make me know how the other girls felt when I used them.

I was still willing to take her back, but she walked away, saying her job was done.

My heart bled hard. So hard, and no matter what I did, I couldn't get her out of my head.

If I didn't get her out, I was gonna be needing stitches pretty soon.

So this was requested ages ago,and I'm just posting it now because I'm a fucking piece of shit. Anyways I hope you enjoy this very short one 😊😆