Song : Crash

Artiste : Original by Usher, Cover by Connor Maynard

Dedicated to @nomorewordsforyou because she's one of the sweetest people you could ever meet, and she's a big time Sugglet.

I ship her and Joe Sugg so much, you all have no idea.

Please follow her, and read her stories, they're awesome

The first light of day slowly peeked through the small opening on her curtain, making her cover her face with the pillow and groan.

If there was one thing Ana hated, it was mornings.

Luckily for her, it was a Saturday, so she could sleep in.

After getting up to use the bathroom, brush her teeth, and drink a glass of water, Ana was comfortably wrapped up in her duvet, about to drift off again, when she heard her doorbell go off.

She groaned loudly and kicked the warm cover off her body. Whoever it was that woke her up on a Saturday morning, better have a good reason.

"What the - oh, Joe hi"

It was her boyfriend, Joe. He was wrapped up in a large sweater, with a scarf around his neck.

A beanie was on his head and drawn down to cover his ears, so they would be protected from the chilly autumn air.

In his arms were two Starbucks coffee cups, and two boxes of what she assumes to be donuts.

"Hey baby" he greeted, kissing her cheek before walking into the house.

He waltzed up the stairs, into her room, knowing that was where she preferred to do basically everything.

Ana locked the door and walked up after him, thankful that he had brushed her teeth earlier on.

"So I woke up early, and decided to grab us some breakfast. I hope you don't mind?" He asked, an unsure look on his face.

She smiled and whipped her hair into a bun. "Mind? How can I mind this? My boyfriend, grabbing breakfast for me on an early Saturday morning when he could be sleeping in?" She kissed him straight on the lips.

"I love you Joe, you're the best. I don't mind this at all. And yes I brushed earlier today. So don't keep your face like I have a mouth full of germs"

His cheeks flushed pink and he kissed her again, a short sweet kiss that left her smiling.

They both loved food a lot, so it was no surprise that they finished two boxes of donuts.

Joe had gotten rid of his sweater, and the shirt he wore underneath, and his trousers were also gone. He just sat behind Ana in his Calvin Klein boxers.

Ana took a quick shower not too long ago, so she was currently sat in between his legs, Clad in nothing but a an oversized tshirt and her underwear.

"Babe what are you doing?" Joe asked huskily, nibbling on her earlobe.

"Writing" She quipped, hiding her shaky voice quite well.

"Stop for a minute" he said again, moving his hand under her shirt and stroking the smooth skin there.

Ana shivered. She knew exactly what Joe was doing. And she liked it. But she wouldn't show him.

"Joey stop it. I gotta finish writing this. I have a deadline" She tried to whine, but it came out as a moan.

Truth was, she didn't have a deadline. Her next update was Thursday. But she liked to have all her chapters up, so she wouldn't be too worried to type later.

"Leave it" he whispered harshly, moving his large hands to the inside of her thighs and massaging them softly.

She tried to keep typing, but her hands were shaky.

He, on the other hand kept moving his hands up, up, up, until he slipped them into her panties and started rubbing on her clit.

She moaned out softly, resting her head on his shoulders and shutting his eyes.

Joe used his free hand to put her laptop off and close it, dropping it on her nightstand.

As she neared her climax, she began rocking her hips into his hands a little harder, letting out breathless, shaky moans.

Soon, Ana came, burying her face in Joe's neck and trying to silence her moans.

He slid of her panties and his own boxers, and pumped his already hard member in his hand.

"Ride me baby?" He asked into the kiss. Ana nodded and climbed on him.

It was hard at first, considering how tight she was, and how big he was too.

It wasn't the first time they were having sex. But it was the first time, in a really long time.

"Hit he cursed when. She moved the first time. He felt like he was going to cum right there and then.

She, on the other hand, felt like she was hurting him, so she stayed back I need place.

"I'm not good at this, s-so of I do it badly, I'm sorry" she whispered, feeling full of him.

"It's okay" he whispered back, pulling her by her neck to kiss her hard.

When she was back up, she started moving her waist in slow circles at first, making Joe bite his lip.

Then she started bouncing up and down, with the aid of his hands on her hips.

It felt better, and the both of them couldn't help but moan out.

She increased her pace, and he started thrusting upwards, creating the perfect rhythm.

Joe's hands found their way into her shirt, squeezing her breasts softly. She grunted a bit when he started twisting her nipple softly.

"Joe, I'm g-gonna" She couldn't even complete her sentence, due to the intensity she felt.

"Let it out babe " Joe said, feeling his own orgasm coming through.

"Oh Joe, baby, Oh God..." she cried out, her voice slowly reducing to nothing.

They stayed in their position for a while, catching their breaths.

"I'll be back babe, gotta clean up" he said, kissing her hair before walking off into the bathroom. She grinned and smacked his butt, making him wiggle it her face.

As she lay there, contemplating on whether to take a bath after he came out of the bathroom or not, she heard his phone's message tone.

'Ignore it' one part of her mind said.

'Check it' the other part said.

On a normal day, Ana would ignore it. There was no need to check anything because she trusted Joe that much.

But today wasn't a normal day.

Ana gave in and picked up his phone, putting in his password.

Joe always put easy passwords, and he also always told them to her. He said it was because he had a shit memory.

She put the password in and went straight to his texts. What she saw made her jaw slack with surprise.

Pizza girl: Are you done with her already?

Me: come on babe, chill out. You know she's a minor issue.

Pizza girl: Awww see my Joey saying 'Chill out'. Very American of you.

Me: Brits Say It too!

Pizza girl: Sure they do. Come over, I have a surprise for you *winky emoji*

Me: Not today. I've gotta end things with her first

She couldn't help the rage that built up inside her. He was cheating? With a pizza girl?? And he was going to break things up with her???

She controlled her emotions, and waited patiently for him to come out of the bathroom.

"Babe, tell me what this means" She asked, an innocent, blank look on her face.

"What?" He asked back, taking his phone from her and looking what she showed him.

His face paled and his mouth opened and closed like that of a fish out of water.

"So, who's pizza girl?" She asked again, an eyebrow up.

She was incredibly calm for someone who just caught her boyfriend cheating on her. And it surprised her.

"Ana I swear this is not what it looks like. I-"

"It's not what it looks like? IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE?? HOW THE FUCK IS IT NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE? YOU WERE JUST CHEATING ON ME WITH SOME PIZZA GIRL AND IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE??! FUCK YOU JOE SUGG. FUCK YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. YOU ARE FUCKING USELESS AND I REGRET EVERYTHING WITH YOU. GO TO HELL JOE"

By the time she was done shouting, her face was red and she looked like she was going to explode.

"You know what?" She asked, in a much smaller voice.

"I'm outta here. I-I just can't" Tears had started filling up her eyes.

She put on a big brown sweater and a pair of jeans and her ugg boots.

Grabbing her keys, she raced down the stairs.

Joe, just stood there, his mouth open, but no sounds coming out of them.

It was when he heard the slam of the door that he knew she was really gone.

"Ana! Wait! No!!" But she had already sped away.

He paced up and down the living room, thinking of what he could do.

"Nothing Joe. You've lost her. You've really lost her this time. I don't wanna do this, but remember I told you so? I told you to let this other girl go, before Ana could find out. Now you've lost a priceless person over a fucking slut!"

She then took a deep breath. "I'm your sister, but I've gotta tell you, you really messed up this time. And there's nothing I, or anyone can do, to make this better"

And with that, Zoe hung up on her brother.

Joe had his back pressed against her kitchen walls, and his scalp hurt from the way he had been pulling his hair.

But that didn't mean that he stopped. He cried hard. Really hard.

He wasn't going to really leave her for long. He was just going to get what he wanted and leave the pizza girl.

But he couldn't tell anyone that because it sounded worse.

He hated himself so much, and he hated the fact that he couldn't do anything about the situation, because he put himself there.

Ana didn't know what to do. All she could feel was the warm salty stream rolling down her face.

She drove on and on, without a particular destination. She was still trying to grasp the harsh reality of what Joe had done.

Her Joe. Her boyfriend Joe.

She laughed out bitterly. Could she even call Joe her boyfriend anymore?

He cheated. And he tried to lie about it.

Anyone who knew Joe, knew he was a shit liar.

She didn't know who to call. Her best friend? Her mother? Zoe? Heck, she was even considering calling her family dog.

Her phone started ringing on the passenger seat, and she reached out to pick it up, letting go of the steering wheel.

She had already picked up the call, before she remembered that she was actually driving a car.

"Fuck!" She cursed loudly, trying to get the car to be stable again.

She swerved to avoid hitting a chicken that was crossing the road, but the her car hit something else, and it began to tumble.

In the short period of time left that she had, all the memories he had with her family, with her friends, with Joe and his family, with her dog, it all flashed through her head.

They were all good memories. And she couldn't help but smile.

Soon the harsh reality of the situation she was in hit her again, and all she felt was pain.

She didn't know where the pain started and where it stopped. All she knew was that she was in great pain and she couldn't move anything but her fingers.

Slowly, she felt herself slipping away. She tried to hold on to something, anything, but then she remembered Joe, and she felt weak. There was nothing she could do. Maybe she was just meant to die.

Joe heard the news from her mother. And he didn't know what to do. He was genuinely confused.

He walked upstairs, and then came back downstairs.

He went into her kitchen, and then into her living room.

After an hour of pacing around, he came to his senses and ran out of the house.

"Please can I see the patient now?" He asked the receptionist.

"Name?"

"My name or hers?"

"The patients name"

"Oh. Ana"

"Who are you to the patient?"

"Her boyfriend"

It felt so wrong to say that, after what he had done to her. But that was the only way to get in.

"Okay. She's in room 552, 2nd floor"

Joe ran off, not even bothering to mutter a thank you, unlike his normal, polite self.

He entered into the room, and the beep of the heart monitor machine welcomed him.

He sat down on the bed beside her and stared at her face.

He stared at her closed lids. Behind them were those black eyes that he loved so much, those eyes that he might never see again.

He took her hand and cringed at how her skin looked. She looked unhealthily pale. Her normally shiny skin looked ashen, and hard to recognize.

"Babe-" he started, his voice cracking as he spoke. "I'm not even sure I can call you that anymore. But Ana, I'm sorry.

I know I've been the worst person ever, and I'm sorry.

I don't deserve you Ana. I don't. I don't deserve anything good anymore. Because I ruined this. What we had. Because it was perfect. But I ruined it"

As he cried, he brought her hand up to his lips and kissed it all over.

"I don't know if you can hear me, but babe, I love you. I love you so much it hurts to see you like this.

I know I don't deserve to see your beautiful face, but would you mind, if I told you I still loved you? Would you believe me?"

He waited for a reply, even if he knew he wouldn't get any.

"Please baby, don't die, please stay here, for your family, your friends, bloody hell, even for me"

He was kneeling by her bedside now, sobbing hard.

Then he felt her hands wrapping tighter round his own.

And even though she didn't open her eyes for the next three months, and she said no words, he knew that she would stay with him.

Because if she didn't, he would crash, and it would be worse than her own crash.

Hey Ana, this was completely shitty, I know, and I'm so sorry. I'm not sure if this is what you expected, but I hope you like it. If you don't, I'll be happy to make another one.

And I'm sorry for making it end sad.