I rushed into my room, closing the door, and fought back tears. But they came anyway.

I'm going under and this time there's no one to save me.
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy.

Depression took hold of my heart again, and I knew that there was no one who could fix it. No one at all. I was alone.

I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold

I just need someone with me. Someone to help me tame my demons. Someone who would support me. Someone like you.

It's easy to say
But it's never same.
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain.

When I was with you, I was happy as could be. But now that you're gone... now that you've ended things... I'm all alone... you've brought back the pain I once felt ten-fold.

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all

You were with me before... you helped me through a lot of my struggles, even if you didn't realize it. But now you're gone, and you took everything with you.

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

I put up walls all around my heart to keep it from getting broken again. But when you came along, you somehow tore all those walls down with little effort. I thought you were different than all the others. You stayed with me for longer than they did, at least. And then you broke my heart. I got used to being your lover. I loved you, and you tore that all away.

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels

I can barely sleep now that you're gone because all I see is you, and the expression you made when you left. I just want someone to understand how it feels to be loved, and then to have that all torn away in a matter of minutes. I want someone to love me the way I thought you did.

It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape

Even if you didn't mean to, you helped me escape the demons I couldn't tame. You pushed them back, you braved the darkness in my heart, and pushed it away with the light that emanated from yours.

Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But now you're gone. You're gone and I can do nothing about it. You tore down my walls, and then left them broken there, allowing all the pain to come back full force.

And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

Sometimes, I like to close my eyes, and pretend that nothing ever changed. That you didn't leave me to my demons. I like to pretend that I'm safe in your arms, and that I'm not actually alone again.

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

But it's only a fantasy, and it tends to make me feel worse.

But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

So even though we're still friends... I'll always remember...

I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

That you broke my heart and left me alone.

That you let my demons come back to me again, after helping me push them away so I could finally be happy.

I'll always remember the good times we shared though... we have a lot of good memories. But the one that is present in my memory the most, is the day you ripped pit my heart.