How I wanted you

How I dreamed just to

Be able to see

My little baby

How I talked about you

How I couldn't believe, to

Think you were real...

How it did feel

To know you were there

And how I did care.

How I experienced you

How I sang to you, talked to

You hour after hour

You had the power

To give me such joy...

My sweet little boy

How I cried over you

How I ached just to

Know that you wouldn't be

So... That I'd never

See you, that I'd ever

Grieve you, on to the end

Of this life that I'll spend

Without having the joy

Of you, my sweet boy

--1989