So you say that I can trust you, baby
But I'm scared of being hurt by you
Could you promise me a thousand times
Your every word is true

I'm feeling weak, I'm feeling so unsure (I'm so unsure)
I'm so afraid, I'm feeling insecure (so insecure)
I see danger lurking everywhere
And that's the cross I bear

I got a heart of glass, a heart of glass
And you know it's only beating for you
A heart of glass, a heart of glass
So you better be careful what you do
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
This brittle heart
(Ahh)
Don't make it fall apart

Now you swear we'd never fall to pieces
Trying to soothe me with your sweetest words
But I'm holding back to open arm
Because I know love hurts

I'm feeling weak, I'm feeling so unsure (I'm so unsure)
I'm so afraid, I'm feeling insecure (so insecure)
I see danger lurking everywhere
And that's the cross I bear

I got a heart of glass, a heart of glass
And you know it's only beating for you
A heart of glass, a heart of glass
So you better be careful what you do
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
This brittle heart
(Ahh)
Don't make it fall apart

Would you promise me, promise me?
Would you promise me?
Would you promise me, promise me?
That you'll never leave
I need honesty, honesty
So tell me honestly
Are you here to stay?

I got a heart of glass, a heart of glass
And you know it's only beating for you
Got a heart of glass, a heart of glass
So you better be careful what you do
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
With this heart of glass
(With this heart of glass)
This brittle heart
(Ahh)
Don't make it fall apart

This song is by Anna Blue, I know I post a lot of her songs. Anyways it hurts when your heart breaks easily because of others, but it hurts even more when your heart breaks because you did something to make someone mad when you didn't mean too. When you always try to make people happy but something they say triggers bad memories and your depression and anxiety you lose control and lash out (some not all im part of the some) you try to apologize but you have this stupid fucking habit and I apologize for stuff that isn't my fault because I feel like it's my fault and it's hard to stop. The longest I have gone is 29 days.....my teachers kept tabs on if I apologized to them for something.....so apologies mean nothing to everyone else even through deep down you know that you really mean it no matter what the reason is for you apologizing. Deep down you feel even the small things that aren't your fault are your fault because you have anxiety and depression telling you that. What I'm trying to say is I wish my heart wasn't so sensitive, I wish I could control myself better when bad memory's comes up, I wish my anxiety and depression would leave me alone but above all I wish I knew how to keep friends......