"for the first time in forever" (reprise)
I'm doing smth new for this chapter, I was listening to this song when depression came to my thoughts, this song could also be talking abt depression.
Intro: Anna]
You don't have to protect me! I'm not afraid!
Please don't shut me out again, please don't slam the door
You don't have to keep your distance anymore
[Verse 1: Anna]
'Cause for the first time in forever
I finally understand
For the first time in forever
We can fix this hand in hand
We can head down this mountain together!
You don't have to live in fear
'Cause for the first time in forever
I will be right here
[Verse 2: Elsa & Anna]
Anna, please go back home, your life awaits
Go enjoy the sun and open up the gates (Yeah, but —)
I know
You mean well, but leave me be
Yes, I'm alone, but I'm alone and free
Just stay away and you'll be safe from me
[Verse 3: Elsa & Anna]
Actually, we're not (What do you mean, "you're not"?)
I get the feeling you don't know (What do I not know?)
Arendelle's in deep, deep, deep, deep snow (What?)
[Anna]
You've kind of set off an eternal winter...everywhere
[Elsa]
Everywhere?
[Anna]
It's okay, you can just unfreeze it!
[Elsa]
No, I can't, I — I don't know how!
[Verse 4: Anna & Elsa]
Sure you can! I know you can!
'Cause for the first time in forever (Oh I'm such a fool, I can't be free!)
You don’t have to be afraid (No escape from the storm inside of me)
We can work this out together (I can’t control the curse!)
We’ll reverse the storm you’ve made (Anna, please, you’ll only make it worse!)
Don’t panic (There’s so much fear!)
We’ll make the sun shine bright (You’re not safe here!)
We can face this thing together (No!)
We can change this winter weather (Ahhh...)
And everything will be all right (I can't!
So in the intro for Anna for me is like someone trying to help me while I'm in a depressive state, I don't have to keep them out anymore. They aren't afraid of my depression anymore.
In the first verse that Anna is singing to me it's saying that the person trying to say that they finally understand what I'm going through and that they'll help me, I don't have to stay away for ppl anymore.
In the second verse when Elsa is singing, she tells Anna to go back home, enjoy the sun, and open up the gates. This is like I'm telling the person that is trying to help me to get away from me since I'm darkness, go enjoy the sun, where I'm not at, I'm telling them to go outside and leave me since I don't want to go outside.
When Anna begins to sing, she tries to make Elsa see we what's wrong but Elsa refuses, this is kinda like when someone helping me tells to fix it cause it'll help me but I don't wanna fix it because I'm scared of what will happen once it gets better. When Elsa begins to sing again, she talks abt how she's alone but she's alone and free, this is like saying when we're alone, our depression doesn't hit as hard as it does when ppl are around. She then songs abt how if Anna stays away from her, Anna will be safe, this is like us saying 'if you stay away, you won't have to see the pains we're in.
In verse 3 where Anna tells Elsa that they aren't actually safeer with her away this is kinda like how ppl with depressed friends/family aren't safer without them because they need their friends/family. Elsa then proceeds to ask why since she is confused and Anna tells her she doesn't know, which is like saying us depressed ppl don't know how much our friends/family need us. And how our world is now in deep worry because they're worried abt us. Elsa gets confused and this is like us saying "why are they worried about me? I'm fine. "
Anna then tells Elsa how she sets off an eternal winter every where, and this is like us being told that we caused everyone that loves us to worry by not talking or by running off.
Elsa then looks at Anna in disbelief and it's like us not believing that we could cause ppl to worry when we do, we don't get why anyone would be worried abt us. Anna then says that Elsa can just unfreeze everything, this is like the person that is talking to us is telling us we can just make everything better so ppl stop worrying abt us. Elsa then goes to say she can't because she doesn't know how, and this is like saying we don't know how to make everything better, so we can't stop ppl from worrying.
In verse 4 Anna then tells Elsa that she believes in her and Elsa is having a mental battle with herself. This is like the person helping us believes us while we also have a mental battle with ourselves. Anna then tells Elsa she doesn't have to be afraid while Elsa is singing abt how she can't escape the storm inside. This is kinda like when ppl tell us not to fear our feelings or depression and while there's a storm of emotions inside us.
Anna then talks abt how they can work on it together and Elsa talks abt not being able to control the curse she has. This is like ppl helping us trying to tell us that they can help us and us depressed ppl not being able to deal with these mental illness inside.
Anna talks abt reversing the storm and Elsa tells Anna she'll just make it worse, this is like ppl helping us can help us with our emotions but we're telling them they'll only make it worse cause they'll just get confused.
Anna tells Elsa not to panic while Elsa is talking abt all the fear, this is like ppl helping us tells us to calm down and we can't because we don't know how, it's scary.
Anna tells Elsa how they'll make the sun shine bright again and Elsa tells Anna she isn't safe around her, this is like ppl telling us we'll help you shine again and this is us saying that she'll just get hurt emotionally if she stays.
Anna says how they can face this together and Elsa is yelling no and this is like ppl telling us we're face this together and we are telling them we don't want their help.
Last Anna tells Elsa they can change the weather, this is like ppl saying they can change our emotions and Elsa yells that she can't which is like us saying we can't change the way we feel.
I know this is probably cringe, but I was listening to this song and I just felt it deep within (is even more cringe but oh well) and I wanted to share this with anyone that's struggling with depression.
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