April pov

"Theodore!" I call 112. It's not possible, I cannot lose him. He's extremely pale and hyperventilating.  "What the fuck happened, you prick. Don't leave me, stay here." "122 what's your emergency." "Someone has been stabbed. Please send someone. We're at the stairs of the cavendish manor." 

I'm so nervous while I wait in the room in the hospital. I can't stop pacing. Why does this happen to us? I'm gonna kill him if he dies. I was prepared for him to die because of the cancer but I won't lose him, not yet, I want to experience so much more with him. There's so much I cannot fathom doing without him. I need him, I love him, I wouldn't treat anyone else like him ever.  A doctor approaches me. "He's okay nothing vital was hit but he lost a lot of blood. He'll probably wake up soon. He'll probably be very confused because he's in shock." I nod and walk into the room he's lying in. He's pale and his lips are blue. It scares me he looks almost dead. "You're such an asshole, we should've called the police. Why are you always so stupid while you're so smart??" I sigh, I grab his clammy hand. "Why do I feel like I've just been in a rollercoaster that malfunctioned." Theo says while groaning. "Why are the lights so fucking bright?" I laugh and hug him "No please, please my body is protesting against this April." "It's your own fault asshole." An officer comes in. "Good evening mister Cavendish, I've been sent by the queen. Have you seen the one who attacked you?" I want to respond but before I can Theo says no. I look at him and he nods at me. I look at him. After some other questions she leaves. "Why'd you do that?" "I have my reasons darling. I want him to suffer but not like this. I know exactely what I'm gonna do." I shrug. "I think you should've said it." He stands up and almost falls again. "what are you doing my fucking dumb darling?" "Do you have clothes for me" I nod and give him the jeans and hoodie. He looks a little disappointed. "Not even a suit?" "What do you think you're doing?" "Tomorrow is a special event I need to be at about kids who are struggling mental health. I will not miss it and my week is full of events to share my personality with the country, and I'm visiting Denmark next week. Oh and there's a very important announcement coming" "What announcement." He grabs something from the bag where his old clothes are and kneels. "April Burton, my lifeline, my sunlight, my arrogant asshole, mon âme, will be mine?" "Of course I will, my love, of course." "I'm sorry it's not more romantic, and I'm sorry there's a blood stain on the case of the rings." There's a edelweiss ring for me with sapphire and an emerald for him. "It couldn't have been more perfect to me, you're absolutely perfect Theo, my Theo." We kiss, My hands cup his beautiful face. "Do you find it alright to work my love?" he asks. "I should be saying no right now you stupid genius, but how could I ever?" I say laughing.

We leave the hospital through the back door. The sun is coming up. We walk through the beautiful fields and the beautiful wind is playing with our hair. I look at theodore. He seems to be lost in thoughts. I look at him he's so extremely beautiful. It begins to rain, the rain is refreshing. Like it's the happy tears of a mother. I feel like it's meant for only us. Theo smiles when he sees a field and begins to run, I run after him, he seems like a kid who has just found out what life is. "What are you doing?" I ask he looks at me and grabs my hand. "We first met here" I smile, I remember that. "Look up april" he commands, the first rays of the sun blind me. "Now close your eyes" I close my eyes, the tiny droplets fall unto my face. "What do you feel?" "I feel cold." I say jokingly. He laughs. I open my eyes, he's standing with head up, eyes closed, arms open. "I feel alive, I feel freedom, I feel the kisses from the sky as they rain upon my skin. I feel everyone I've ever loved here with me, in my heart but you make it whole for me. You make everything whole for me April." "You make everything whole for me too, theo."

We arrive at the manor. "Do you want to come with me tomorrow?" Theo asks. "You sure that would be okay?" "Frankly, I don't really care my love. I don't want to be ashamed of you and I don't want to hide you. You're somebody who I want to cherish." I smile "If it makes you happy I'll be there."

Theo pov

I'm brushing my teeth. I look in the mirror, the white skin, the dark circles beneath my eyes, my emaciated face. I look sick, I look like someone who's slowly dying. I am slowly dying and still in asking if I want to be treated for my cancer, most people don't live with or without treatment. I don't want to lose my hair, well if you're lucky you don't lose your hair so I think it might be possible. I'm sure the queen wants me to get treated. I look in the mirror, what if I decide I want to be treated but I will live my life like it's the last day on earth. I feel myself almost falling but I manage to keep myself standing. Why do these fucking unfortunate things happen to me. It angers me so much. But I try not to think about it. Focus on good thing Theodore. I look in the mirror and because of how bad I look I closely resemble Basil in the last days of his life. Shit why did I have to remind myself?

This chapter will be dedicated to @rWhSaFiA but as soon as I'm able to do it bc it's her birthday!!!!!! Happy birthday my donut!!!!