If I was given a chance to see you face to face and apologize I would.

Yes, he changed me and I can't imagine how I would've survived without him but it was not worth losing you.

Losing a friend who I cared about deeply.

If I was given a chance to see you face to face and apologize I would.

Yes, I already have over and over and you don't want me back in your life but I have changed and I care about you and I wish I could redo things.

Losing our friendship was so hard, and it was entirely my fault.