This is what I'm considering sending to him. Please tell me what you guys think.

Hey -----
I've been meaning to talk to you about this since it happened.
If you remember the "prank" that Felix told me you said a little while ago. The one where you told him seriously that you didn't like me. I really wanted to talk to you about it. Because it really hurt me, probably more than I let on.
I don't think you realize it but I'm not as "confident" as I come off as. I'm actually really insecure. Why do you think I wear the same sweatshirt every day?!
I question a lot of things in my life and really dislike myself. I hate the way I look, I hate my personality and the way I talk, and I hate my presence as a whole. But when you'd hug me from behind or leave notes in my locker, it honestly meant the world to me. Now, you don't have to start doing all those things again. Seriously, you don't need to waste all that time on me.
But it brought a question to my mind that kept nagging at me.
Do you love me?
Answer honestly.
I don't even know why you would in the first place.

Love,
Ali

Tell me what you guys think and if I should send to him.