I feel weird.... I feel something I don't want to feel... But yet I feel it.... And it's jealousy... I fucking hate it.. I want them to be happy but I want them to be happy with me... To love me not someone else who might use them... Who doesn't deserve them... But they have standards of what they want in a lover.... Everything that I'm not... What should I do.. I have know Idea if I should come clean to the person on how I feel or just keep quite and pretend to be happy....im so bad with emotions...... I really hate them so so so much... Why couldn't I have been born without emotions... Anyways I need help on this subject... So any ideas anything really....