BreNya

I stand in the mirror rethinking this whole dinner thing. As I look at my curves and my thickness in the mirror as this Royal blue kinda lacey material type bodycon dress hugs me in the right places and I look down at my matching Royal blue Michael Kors stilettos that wrap around my ankles then buckle. I feel damn good about my self. I admire how my lips are lightly glossed with a plum tint. How my eyeshadow marries the color or Royal blue and plum as if they were made for each other. I look at the the Egyptian cat eye of my eye liner wings to a curve perfectly setting off my chubby cheeks. My face as natural as the day I was born, because I truly do hate make up.

I smile at my reflection felling pleased and actually I feel sexy but not a smutty sexy but definitely a classy sexy. I grab my clutch heading to download my stairs and as I do I hear a gasp and then crying. Yes you already know Joy was crying. Lord give us strength, I pray. Amen. But as I look over I see Kenny eyes full of lust. He stalks over to me towering over me making my breathing become uneven. His eyes tell me so many things, none if them Godly then Jason comes and ruins the moment.

"oh hell naw, no, nope, un Huh, not happening, go change" Jason said shaking his head
" I will not." I state standing my ground
" well, let me go get an extra gun. One for him and the other for any other nigga think he gone be eye raping you. I'll go to jail. I will go, yes I will, with a smile on my face" I swear, something is wrong with Jason, he and Joy are perfect for each other, but Lawd do I feel for my nephew.
"boy shut the.... (ding dong) " I was cut off by the door bell ringing.

I walked away from them all and opened the door to roses and a hand.

"hello madam, I'm here to pick you and take you to your destination. And these are from the gentleman of the hour" he says bowing.
" thank you " I reply

I turn to hug Joy and Ken as Jason and I exit. I enter the limo as Jason jumps in the black on black hummer with tinted windows and follows. I sit back thinking about what this dinner what could be about and how is it going to go. After a 45 minute drive, the limo stopped and the driver opened the door extending his hand to help me out. I see Jason back in where he can see everything and nods letting me know he's watching. I nod back and then head to the building. There are no other cars and I feel uneasy about it. A male waiter opens the door.

"Mrs. BreNya, I presume?k he asked kindly
"yes I am." I reply with a warm smile.

He takes my hand and leads me into a lavish restaurant with yall ceilings and hugs chandilers. I stand in amazement, taking in my surroundings. It's lit nicely with green light here and there giving a very calming and inviting aura. The fact that green is my favorite color makes it even better. Each table is covered in black silk table clothes but there is a nice size table in the middle with a white silk table cloth and green accents. And green candles slowly burning.

To say I was not impressed I would be lying. I must have been standing looking too long because the waiter cleared his throat.

"right this way ma'am" he's so polite I thought
"why thank you maam" he replied "I didn't realize I said that aloud" I said in embarrassment
"it's quite alright madam." he replied while pulling my chair out.

I was beginning to get nervous and a little ticked off because Kyle was no where to be seen. Until I felt a presence near me. I lift my head looking around until my eyes met with Kyle, and Lawd must I saw he was looking mighty fine. He was in a dark blue tux. You could tell it was tailored because it fit him to the T. Is it me or is the room heating up. He had one arm behind his back, my dad and Jason always told me to be on alert so I definitely was not knowing what his next move would be. He finally made it my way never taking his eyes off me, which made my insecurities begin to kick in, but I never took my eyes off him or the muscles that were being shown through the material covering his chocolate body.

"don't you look stunning " he said letting his eyes roam up and down my body as I stood to hug him. Hell I was being polite but my body was doing it's own thing. "thank you. You clean up nicely yourself" I said smiling

He chuckled. And my heart begin to race. His voice is smooth and calm and his laugh is intoxicating. He pulled my chair back out for me to sit as he handed me lime green and white roses. How the hell does he know that's my favorite color I wonder?

"I do my research beautiful" damn I'm just going to stop thinking since my mouth won't stay shut, lol.
"no need. I love your voice and your thoughts " I dropped my head blushing
"I didn't mean to say that out loud. But I see whatever research you did was indeed true so far" I stated.
" our food will be hear shortly but I would like to learn about the woman who I will be spending the rest of my life with" he says smiling

Lawd that smile. Wait, what is going on with me. I don't like his cocky ass. Bre get it together.

"no offense, well honestly if you get offended I don't care. But I honestly don't want to marry you. I don't know you, and you're not even attracted to me. I'm fat remember" I said getting upset.

Not really at him but the fact he can't truly want to be with me. We ate bing forced to even be together. This will never work, will it?

" well to be honest with you. I was an ass at first. For my own selfish reasons. I was just going to marry you for business purposes and leave it at that. But the more I see you and learn about you, yes as I stated before I'm doing my research, the more I can see why any man, including myself would be blessed to have you in their life. And I get the luxury of being your husband. I know I have to work at it and I will. I will do what it takes for me to get your heart as you are starting to get mine. " I looked in his eyes for any type of deceit but saw none.
"I'm still unsure about this whole marriage thing. How do I know when we get married it won't be a horrible death trap? " I say not taking my eyes off his
" I will do whatever it takes to prove to you, that I am serious and serious about changing for you BreNya" he said taking my hand
"we shall see. Prove it" Was The last thing I said before music started to play

"would you care to dance with your fiance?" Kyle asked
"sure" I replied as he helped me out of my chair

Dreezys close to you began to play as he pulled me close and his armani code filled my nose. It was weird, I felt safe in his arms. Like somehow my body was made for his. It was different than with Kenny. What does this mean. He pulled me closer and held me tight as if I would disappear and he would never see me again. He out his head in the crook of my neck as he sung the song. His voice would make any woman melt. It was a mix between tank and Tyrese.

"I orders our food it's your favorite. Shrimp Alfredo. I hope that's exceptional for you tonight" he asked. I see he's trying but I'm still on guard
"yes, that's sounds delicious. I hope they can cook. You know fancy restaurants don't know how to season food at times" we both laughed
"yes I know, but I actually cooked it myself so I know it would be done right." he said spinning me
"oh wow, a man that can cook. Refreshing" I retort

The song came to an end as we walked back to the table and he pulled my chair out again and help me get situated then headed back to his seat. We ate and talked about everything from our childhood till our present. I see why he has to be an asshole but I also see he's trying to not be that way with me. Once we were done eating and let me tell you. The food was so good I had a full mouth orgasm. He really knows how to work in the kitchen. He walked me back to the car but before I could get in he held me close looking into my eyes and as if a fairytale he leaned in and kissed me. It's wasn't rough is was sensual and sexy. Made my damn knees weak. I could have kept kissing him but Jason ass started blowing the horn talking about break it up. We pulled away laughing as he said my bad to Jason. Jason just gave him a whatever look and nod.

I got into the car still on cloud nine as I was driven back to my house. My mind was in so many places. When I returned Joy was on the couch with snacks all around her. Jason gone flip his wig. Kenny was no where to be found. I went upstairs to get out these clothes and shower, I'll tell her everything later. I got out the shower and brushed my teeth dried off and pull on a super long shirt and boy shorts and climbed in bed getting comfortable. Touching my lips as they still felt they were tingling from that kiss. I went to sleep with a smile on my face. I wonder why Kenny is though

Kenny

"Kenny, you can't be serious. I'm not killing our baby!!!! " she yelled
"Tina shut the fuck up. I'm not ready for a kid! " I yelled back
"is it because of Bre? Why the fat bitch over me, after two years?! Huh!? Does she even know we been dating!? " Tina asked crying
" man, ion have time for this shit. I'm bout to go" I said trying to walk off
"you go right ahead, go ahead you asshole, but I'm not killing my baby. With or without you we will be fine!!! " Tina screamed

I just walked out the house slamming the door. I got in my car and sat there seeing I had a missed called from Jason. I I punched the dashboard and rested my head on the steering wheel.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuck
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. It's longer than usual because my brain went full blast lol.

Whatcha thinking?

Don't be mad, my mind sent this book in a different direction.

Whatcha think about Kyle? Is he real or playing?

Kenny been the lying sneaky one SMH

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