It was late and I couldn't sleep, my mind kept managing to tumble over all of the painful memories that occurred in the last 24 hours.

   I wasn't quite sure I would ever forgive Shawn, he freaking made out with another girl!

How could I ever trust him again?

    I had sprawled myself out on one of the two queen sized beds, my eyes traveled around the large hotel room.

Shawn had gone full out for this trip, but why?

     I had turned the TV on awhile ago, but hotels only seem to be playing every single dog show going on in the world on every channel.

    Once I gave up on the TV, I picked my phone up from off the nightstand closest to me to see that I had not one message or missed call.

     After a moment of debating what to do next, I pulled the covers over me and turned the lamp off.

  Not even a split second later I heard a quiet knock on the hotel door, hesitantly I turned the lamp back on and tip toed over to the door.

   I peered through the little hole in the center of the door to see a sober Shawn Mendes staring at the carpeted floor below him.

  I finally gained enough courage to open the door, he looked up to meet my eyes.

   "Clover, I'm sorry." He whispered using my real name, I sighed I'd actually rather him call me Claire, because I was so angry with him.

   "Shawn, you shouldn't be here." I told him darkly, but I knew my face sad otherwise.

  I also knew that my eyes were pleading him to fight for me, to stay.

To not leave me alone again.

That just wasn't supposed to happen, I was full of anger, rage and sadness.

"Leave." I whispered, tears whirled down his eyes as he ran his hands through his hair.

  "How can I fix it?" He pleaded on, tears began to fill my own eyes.

  "By leaving." I told him sadly, he sighed and met my eyes once more before leaving.

"I love you Clover, and I'm going to fix us." He told me, the sound of my nickname caught me off guard.

  He strode away from me and disappeared, my heart pounded in my chest as I lightly closed the door.

  I leaned my back against the cool surface and let the tears fall, I was broken.

  I shouldn't have come LA.

Not even seconds later there was a light knock on the door behind me, I turned around and didn't bother peering through the hole in the door.

   "Oh sorry wrong room- Clover?"

My heart had skipped a beat as I stared down the first boy that had messed me up.

  "L-Lance?" I asked shocked.

Written by me!!!
Who's Lance and how does he fit into the story? Will Claire forgive Shawn?
Soooo super excited about this!!!
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