Chapter 5
Poland's POV :
After being with Niemcy for a time,I started to notice something very odd about him.Last night,I came to his house and we watch alots of comedy films.That's the best ones I can found,which makes me laughs hard everytime.But Niemcy,he didn't even smirk.After that,I think it's just because he had a bad day or he just doesn't like comedy.Or maybe he doesn't like me?No,that's not possible.He loves me from the bottom of his heart.Then I started to recall our moments with eachother,I relized Niemcy don't laugh and he's hardly if ever,smile.When I tickle him,or doing funny things his reaction is just the blank,serious everyday face.Because of that,I have decided to come to Niemcy's house to sleep overnight,actually to investigate why he just can't have fun.
I came to his home at 9pm,when he is usually there.Everything is normal until Niemcy says that he is tired and needed to rest.He go to his room,maybe he was sleepy.But,why did he close the door?I don't mind it for now and wait.But a long time after,Niemcy doesn't show up and I started to feel worried.I make my steps upstair,go to his room to check if he is ok.When I came to the door,I heard crying noises."Niemcy,are you ok,what's wrong?"I asked.No response.A while after,I heard weird sounds like someone is cutting something.That just makes me feel more worried.I open the door just to see a scene that will forever stuck in my head.
Niemcy is crying, and cutting his arm with a knife!"Niemcy!stop!why would you do this?"I asked him."No...G-go away, Polen,you don't understand!"said Niemcy,who looks panicked.Then he continue to hurt himself with the sharp object."STOP,NIEMCY,you don't have to hurt yourself like that!If something is wrong you could just tell me!"I said,about to cry."No one l-likes me,Polen,no one in the world cares about me!They just want me to be dead!"Says Niemcy,still crying.
Germany's POV :
I have had the sucidal thoughs like this for a long time now,and when I feel desperate,I'm ready to hurt myself.In fact,I harm myself so much that I got used to it.I like to cry alone in the dark,sometime for no reason at all.After a long time,Polen finally get me to put the knife down.He found out about my secrets.He tries to reassure me:"No,Niemcy.Everyone sure does care about you!I'm not sure that all countries,but me and so many other ones loves you,dum!Imagine you cut yourself and get hurt,how would they feel?"."Yeah"I said.Polen hugs me back and pat my head.He is very magical.Suddenly,I feel so delighted."Niemcy,I forgot about your arm!Hold on,I'll be right back!"Polen said,rushing to get some bandage and cold water.He then wash my wounds and put the bandage around my arm.There was alots of blood,but Polen don't care,and still hold my hand.He takes out my glasses,which is full of tears,clean that and put it back for me."There you go!You're good now!"."Thanks,Polen,that means alot!I owe you so much!".Polen then kisses my cheek,and said:"Niemcy,I want you to promise to me that you will never do that again!Promise?".Just to make my little Polen feel assurance,I have to make my promise.
Poland's POV :
It's getting late and I'm going to bed.But Niemcy doesn't,because as you have already guessed,he needs to work.After what happpened today,I can't look at him the same way as I used to anymore.So I need to get him to bed immidiately at all cost to make sure nothing happened.I tried to persuade him,but It doesn't worked out.I used my final trick is to say that if he go to bed now,we will cuddle.As I expected,Niemcy liked that Idea.So we both went to bed and Niemcy was fast asleep,at least to me.When I sleep in my bed,I usually have a pillow to hug,but this place doesn't have any.So I tried to ask Niemcy if I can hug him.But all of a sudden,he hugs me from behind before I could do anything.I hug him back and we slept peacefully that night.His hug makes me feel save and cozy.
Germany's POV :
I woke up in the morning today when I smell a nice smell from the kitchen.Polen was making breakfast for us.After we done eating,I take Polen to our workplace.When we are on the way,Polen asked me why did I can't smile or be happy.I said to him that I just can't because I don't want him to know the reason behind it.When we come to the place,I thanks Polen once again.
Germany:Um...Polen,thanks for caring for me last night.I don't know what would happen to me today if you wasn't there." Poland:"No problem,we are friends!" Germany:"I will promote you to my personal therapist :) " Poland:"Ha ha stop joking,Niemcy!You must find a real one,not me :D" Germany:"But you look cute! ;)" Poland:"Aww,that's very sweet of you!"
Then I pulled Polen into a kiss,and he kisses me back this time.Polen's lips taste sweet.I almost forgot this was my office,and France walks in.She gives us the suspicious look ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ,and slowly close the door.It was pretty awkward after that.
Poland's POV :
It was pretty embarrasing that France saw me and Niemcy kisses eachother.When I walk out of Niemcy's office,France waited at the door:
France:"OMG Pologne,I can't believe you and Germany are being sweet together!" Poland:"Yeah..." France:"You two will make a great couple!" Poland:"Can we not talk about that for a while?I have an important question to ask." France:"What is that?" Poland:"Did you noticed that Niemcy nearly can't be happy?Did you know why?" France:"Oh yeah,he...No,wait,sorry Pologne.I can't tell you that." Poland:"Why?" France:"Germany once shared with me why,,but he told me not to tell anyone.If you wanted to know,you could ask Austria.Now excuse me,I have to work now.Bye!"
When France leaves,I do the same as she told me to.I calls Austria to ask my question.He said Niemcy is depressed.After that,he asked me if I can look after Niemcy for him,because he can't do that as often as me.I agreed.Now that's interesting.I rushed back to his office to ask him.
Poland:"Niemcy,are you depressed?" Germany:"H-how did you know?" Poland:"Your brother tells me that.So,I'm gonna look after you! :)" Germany:"I have alots of mental problems,but thanks Polen,you don't have to look after me.I'm an adault now and I can take care for myself." Poland:"But after what happened yesterday,I can't trust you to take care for yourself." Germany:"..."
Now that's alots of problem with this guy.
Done part 5 :D.Have a nice day/night!
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