𝒩𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓉𝑒𝑒𝓃 | 19
It had been about three days since Jin had gone back home and just as expected, I already missed him more than I thought.
Although I was missing him like crazy, I still had some things I needed to take care of. For instance, talking to Namjoon.
I'm not going to lie, I was nervous. What if Jin was just saying this to make me feel better and Namjoon still wanted nothing to do with me?
Trying not to over think it too much, I suck it up and dial Namjoon's number.
I was definitely nervous to talk with him after how we left off, but it needed to be done if I wanted Namjoon in my life.
Even though I was still upset with how things ended, I didn't want Namjoon out of my life completely.
We had been friends for so long and the fact that something this small had ruined that for us was upsetting.
After having a talk with Jimin, I felt better about the situation. He knew how I felt about Jin and about him and we found a happy medium and Jimin and I are still amazing friends, thank God.
Jimin has honestly been so supportive through all of this I couldn't be more grateful. He was super understanding and even told me he hopes for the best between Jin and me.
That being said, I could only hope Namjoon would react the same way, but I wasn't holding my breath on that.
I was prepared for whatever It was that Namjoon was going to say or however he would react to me saying Jin and I were back together.
I know Jin said he felt like I was the one still super pissed but that wasn't the case. Yeah, I was a little upset and confused on how we left off, but I wasn't so mad that I never wanted to speak to him again.
Suddenly, the phone picked up, giving me no more time to gather my thoughts and what I wanted to say.
Right away, a smile took over half of Namjoon's face and all of the nerves I once felt went right out of the window.
"Hi." Namjoon says softly and I grin, knowing that he was in fact, not angry anymore.
"Hi, long time no see." I say and Namjoon nods, acting as if no time had passed at all. "Yeah, way too long."
"How have you been? I've asked Jin about you since I heard he came to visit but he wouldn't tell me, just kept saying I'd find out soon...which seems to make sense now." Namjoon laughs.
"Of course, he did." I laugh, honestly grateful that he had given me the chance to reach out myself.
"I've been good, though. Lots of working at my new job and having to get settled in here but I like it." I say and right away he frowns.
"Awe man, I was hoping once we made up, you'd want to come back. Guess that plan failed." He laughs and I join in.
"Of course, perhaps there'd be another reason you may come back..." Namjoon says with a wiggle of his eyebrows.
"Oh yeah, what may that be?" I ask even though I already knew what he was hinting at.
"Just a certain someone who came to see you. To profess his love, I would hope. If not, this is awkward because I totally just outed him." Namjoon says and right away I laugh at how correct he was.
"Well, he did, yeah, but I still can't just up and leave everything I have here, ya know. This is what I've always wanted to do so I can't just give it up because Jin and I are back together." I say, not even realizing at the moment that I'm outing us.
"So, you guys did get back together." Namjoon grins widely as he wiggles his eyebrows yet again. I make a regretful face for just coming out and saying it this way, but I guess it wasn't that big of a surprise to him.
"Yeah, I'm honestly surprised he didn't tell you guys as soon as he got home." I laugh and Namjoon shakes his head.
"I actually am too. I'm sure it was killing him holding it in." He laughs and I agree.
We're both silent for a moment before his expression falls a bit to one that looks sad.
"I'm really sorry, Y/n. I'm sorry for how I acted and how we left off. I was such a douche and I really wish I had acted differently. I mean, I don't exactly regret why I acted that way, but I do apologize for going about it the wrong way. I hope you calling means you're willing to forgive me because I really miss talking to you." Namjoon frowns.
I let out a soft breath as I nod. "Of course, I forgive you. I've missed talking to you too. I was missing my daily dose of crazy." I say and Namjoon scoffs.
"Well now it's back and tenfold since you're dating my roommate." Namjoon says and my brows raise.
"Roommate? When did you and Jin move in together?" I ask and Namjoon grins. "Right after you left, actually. Man was distraught and didn't want to live alone so we moved in together. Although, I have a feeling I'll be searching for a new roommate soon enough." Namjoon says as he leans back in his bed.
"I'm not too sure about that. It'll definitely be a while before Jin and I take that step so don't worry. No need to think too far ahead." I laugh.
Following that, Namjoon and I catch each other up on our lives and everything we've missed since we last talked, which was a lot.
Once I'm sure everything was as it once was, Namjoon and I say our goodbyes with promise to talk again soon.
When the call ends, I let out a sigh of relief. I felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders and I was happy.
It had taken awhile but Namjoon and I were finally talking again and that felt great.
I was happy that things were getting back to how they once were, and I was looking forward to what was going to come next.
In the meantime, I was two guys down to spill the beans to, four more to go.
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