guys , its done.

if you're confused on what the hell happened then :

moving on and letting go

the story focuses on both taehyung and jungkook's past (the late night episodes and sticky notes of jungkook , and taehyung's flashbacks) and present (the breakup , how messed up they are now etc etc).

then there's the last chapter , in where taehyung has finally forgotten about jungkook and is together with jimin. but shortly he reveals that he knew about jungkook's state and tried to help/save him by giving him (jungkook) the love that he deserve but jungkook didnt know about this and made it clear to himself that taehyung deserves someone better.

and—jungkook attempted suicide.

and all that he has left for taehyung to remember are the words that never seemed to muster up that much of courage to get out and just fell on paper.

and where does this fall onto? regret In both sides. regret that taehyung didnt reach out to jungkook , and regret that jungkook never opened up that lead him to the choice of breaking up with the one he loves.

i wrote this book with one certain message and that is ;

to speak up.

tell the truth. dont be afraid to tell someone/the other what you want them to know/what you feel.

i've made the stupid mistake and now i've lost someone who's dear to me.

i thought it was for the best (keeping my feelings (anger , disappointment , etc) to myself , that is) , but oh boy look at us now , we're distant. i've cried every night and took all the blame.

speak up

:)

i hope you guys enjoyed reading this book (i doubt that most of you did because of the ending but this is tagged angst so ^^) as much as how i enjoyed writing it.

thank you and goodbye ♡