Oh man, you're not the first, you're not the best
You're as imaginary as the rest
Cause this way talking hurts less

I realize that I'm hard to handle
Compared to you, I don't hold a candle
Apparently the life I'm living is wrong
But by now it's been too long, so let the shitshow go on

You're talking and I'm thinking you're either perfect or I'm messed up
You're fine, and I'm fucked
I'm thinking about talking about the white lies, the goodbyes, the scars and the scabs
The good and the sad, it's been years, yet you've been the best friend I've never had

Every day was white socks, wishing they were knee high
And every inch was another lie
And every night was a nightmare

It isn't bad enough to scream
It isn't worth crying about
But the kid in me is coming out
For another tantrum, to start another fight

Every night was red socks
So every night was long
Rinse, regret, repeat
But the guilt was never gone

Dancing to the laughs of our friends
Wondering when that song will end

They're talking and I'm thinking either you're fine, or I'm fucked
I'm thinking about talking about the white lies, the goodbyes, The good and the sad, the scars and the scabs and the socks

Birds will leave feathers
But you only left scars
Sometimes storms leave good weather
Hope you leave me with stars

You're as imaginary as the rest
Cause this way talking hurts less
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Hehehe, once I learn guitar and/or piano I will become a god, just you wait

I've been gone for like a month or two I think, sorry for the longer wait.
I have no excuse except I hate school most of the time and I can't stop procrastinating and turning things in like an hour before the deadline

So...sorry about that

This one might not make sense with the whole socks thing...might be triggering if you figure out the "red socks" part. 😃👍

Also, sorry for the cursing, but it kinda fit here. Won't happen again

(Also relating the art DANGIT HORIKOSHI CAN YOU STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY FOR ONE CHAPTER- )

Anyways, thanks for reading :)
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