I'm sorry i liked you
Wish we never met
But I never knew that you wouldn't leave me
I just couldn't believe I wouldn't be easy to let go
You're a fool for being the first one to be friends
So am I for forgetting

"Never get too close"
"you are just a ghost"
but you're the one who haunts me

But I fantasized
What does love feel like
Maybe they were just lies
This wont be like last time
You can make me cry

I'm not the greatest mystery
I just dont have the greatest history
But I bet you haven't cracked me yet
Your angry look, you're like a book I've read a hundred times before, I guess you're 101
But I bet you've misunderstood me
Thinking how can I leave so easily
Any minute, any day now, soon you'll do the same, just leave as quickly as you came, and that's not why I worry, I just wonder if you'll miss me

I must've broken a mirror
Not surprised, I hate my reflection, I'm easy to despise
Cause I broke your trust, broke your heart, broke our little promise
I thought when you said forever that you weren't being honest

But they weren't lies
I just never realized
That's what made me cry
I cant look in your eyes
It wasnt dust or dirt
I just dont wanna see how much I hurt you and I

We can go watch kids cry
About being older
And we'll laugh at them
While we wish we died young

Pillows and blankets to hide under in bed
From people who I still let get in my head
And under my skin
How long has it been since the last time I cried
Not forever, how long till I forget
Can happiness be measured
I cant tell anymore
(I cant feel anything )
Is this really better

You made me think my own words weren't real
My own thoughts and fears are fake
It's all in my head, it'll heal
But I didnt believe you, oh what a fool, I was too late

But they weren't lies
I just never realized
That's what made me cry
I cant look in your eyes
It wasnt dust or dirt
I just dont wanna see how much I hurt you and I

Didn't think friendships could last this long
Didn't know in the end you and I'd get along
Didn't want it to end, instead it ended up all wrong
I guess there's no way out of this

Why would you let me hurt you
You were never supposed to
Like me back
Get too close
I was such a fool
You still make me cry
I thought I wouldn't miss you
I cant even say goodbye

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Yeah this one is kinda weird.
But I kinda like it. So. I'm gonna post it. On the internet. To strangers.

Totally logical right?
Big brain.

Anyway, I probably won't be in as much for the next three days, I'll be busy with tournament and will be back probably on sunday afternoon, so if I dont respond for a while that's why (why am I saying this I barely post)

Please let me know what you think, advice, feedback, criticism, etc

Thanks for reading :)