Hey
How's it going
I'm sorry for not knowing
How to count to nine

I think that was important
Itd be pretty useful now
Because everyone's a killer
And silent killing is allowed

But we're fine
Dont you worry
I'll be fine
Dont stop smiling
Start denying
That I am obviously lying

But I'm not
Cause it's ok to rot
So technically I'm not
Because it's normal
It's just what I've been taught

Hopefully my hope
Is at the end of its rope
And if it's not
Make a loop
And tie a knot

And maybe monsters can be just memories
That it's time that I forgot

A lot a lot a lot
Is going on
My friends are gone
But maybe they're just hiding

So I'll keep being fine without them
So I'll leave for them a letter
Next to the grave they're occupying

So theyll know that I'm fine
Who cares if they don't
I'll still be fine

Pictures of people I've never met
Hanging on walls in a room with one too many cobwebs

Paintings of dreams that I broke
And I guess it's been way too long
Because all I remember are nightmares

And night terrors and the reaper's right there but he might care more than anyone else did

And that scares me cause I should be trying to live longer but life is a liar he said he was beautiful

But what of the the skeletons kept in his closet
He said they were happy
But no they were not
He said they were at peace
But what of the cemetery filled up with flowers
They promised them gratitude
But we got regrets
Enough to fill oceans 9 times all over again
So let's swim in it
Cause life you are killing it
But I guess it's not life
It's the people that live in it

I'm sorry
For breaking
I'm sorry for not knowing
How I'll live again

How to count to ten
I think you start with nine
And that's probably important
Itd be pretty useful now
Because everyone's a killer
No wonder we're all dying now

(1)

Y'know I'd really appreciate it

If someone would run from them
With me

Maybe I'd feel a little better if someone taught me how to feel again

(2)

Y'know I'd really appreciate it

If someone said they cared for me

I know you cant love me forever but just a little means I didnt spend forever alone

Could this be home
But I know better than to kid myself
I lost that a while ago

(3)

Could you hold my hand
Together we can watch my home burn
As it goes up in flames

But no one ever came
So I'll just sit here
Hyperventilating

(4)

Wait
I stopped

Now I forgot how to breath

Y'know I'd really appreciate it
If someone sat and taught me how to breath
If they could count with me

(5)

*gasp*

(6)

*gasp*

(7)

*gasp*

(8)

...

(9)

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