I have nightmares about having to choose between stuff (family or Cartoons) Sometimes I take to long and someone chooses for me. It usually ends up with a giant hole in my heart and my mind and none of the people remember me (but sometimes I still remember or I know something is missing).

I don't usually want to choose because I do love them (family and cartoons) and we kind of already came to an agreement with how to coexist in my life.