April 9th, 2019
11:02 pm

it's currently past 11 pm. i'm tired. i'm
hungry. i'm holding back a few tears, but it's okay. it's kinda not working at the moment to be quite honest. i'm thinking of my past. i'm thinking of the heart he decided to break. i'm laying here, in the comfort of my bed, and i've finally decided i wanna spend my whole life here. under the covers. my head on the pillow and my eyes are closed. i'm at peace. i have nothing else to think about but my dreams. fake people does not exist. parents do not exist. school does not exist. i drift off. i find myself in a totally different planet.