"Trying to sleep,
But I can't.
All these words,
Screaming at me,
Begging me to die.
'You're not worthy'
'You're awful'
'You're such a failure'
And I'm trying to sleep,
But tears keep rolling from my eyes.
There's this part of me
That's saying it'll be ok
But it has never been ok,
And why should things be fine now?
I'm trying to fall asleep,
With negative thoughts flowing
Through my mind,
And I just know
I won't sleep tonight."