sometimes i wish to disappear and never come back. i can't stand it, i've fought for too long and i just wanna give up. these suicidal thoughts are flowing through my mind and i can't stop them. these demons in my head are telling me to kill myself and i can't stand it, i don't know what else to do. should i give up? should i stay? i want to do what the demons are telling me to do. i want to get rid of these thoughts, they never go away. until one day they're gone: i'm gone.