this is my first song called "one last time" by me because I'm me

"one last time" ~Athena C.

fighting fire with ice
drinking liquor with limes
cold summer nights
sitting outside
cigarette in hand
and an empty stomach
how could you love me?
you only loved him
eating nothing but air
and bleeding from thighs
I smile fake smiles
with tears in my eyes
I asked you to save me
and you left me alone
now I'm sitting here lonely
with no family, no home

nobody loves me,
I love everyone
I only see darkness
cuz there is no sun
sit back, relax
and enjoy the ride
this one is gonna be
dying tonight

you don't understand me
you don't even care
you sure never loved me
it's lies from thin air
gun to my head
or I could slit my wrists
I don't care how I die
but when I do it's just bliss
just come lie with me
and just give me a kiss
one last time
oh yeah one last time
before I die
just one~

you don't really love me
you just love my sex
yeah I'm in my bed
with a blade in my hand
I could drift away
it'd be my last day
but I just want to kiss you
let's get carried away

one last time
just one last time
it's my last night
just one~
last time