"do you seriously think

I actually want to die?

are you being serious right now?

I just want to leave you,

leave your torment,

and leave the pain you've caused me.

all those tears,

all those skipped meals,

all those cuts:

they're all your fault.

that's what you did to me,

and that's what you made me do to myself.

but the only way I can think of this to stop

is to just kill myself:

end it all."