So I saw that girl again... And she left me breathless. But I also felt something completely different.

Pain.

Pain that I can't tell her how I feel, pain that even though she knows me, I'm unimportant to her.

Maybe it's just my uselessness kicking in and twisting the knife in my life. Who knows? All I know is that pain like that...

It's unbearable.

I want to tell her how I feel, tell her about the pang in my chest everytime our eyes meet.

There's so much that I wish I could tell her.

But the day that I tell her is not yet here. I don't know when I'll have the courage to say it, but I will eventually.

Wish me luck, Etho.