Hi....e-everyone....😭

In this week, I saw a dream.....a dream in which.....in which m-my M-Mom was no more. Her body was kept on the floor and I was sitting beside her and crying.....But when I told this to Suzi, she said Don't worry! Nothing will happen to your Mom. I assure you.

Ok. I agreed. But do you even know.....all my night dreams always come true. And that's the only thing I'm worried about. I get dreams of day-to-day life and when they come true, I realise that I once had a dream about the same thing.

Today, I had a dream that....one of my Mom's boss was dead. So, we went to her office to see him (I know it's strange). We went there and Mom went somewhere (I don't remember) in the office and when she returned, one of the member spoke up. He said Ma'am....You are gonna die soon 'cause our boss went to the same place before dying. And then this happen. And now....you visited the same place too. So, you are gonna die soon. When I heard that, I was dumbstruck. I didn't knew what to tell. I just didn't knew....

And the biggest thing which scared me is.....that....yesterday Mom vomited at night. And after she felt better, she told me something.....after hearing that, I was like......I-I can't express myself. She said I almost thought that I was gonna die. Now I don't even know that if I'll be alive till your 10th grade's  (board exam's)result or not. Ya she said that. She really said those words to me.

And the worst of all.....yesterday I was just normally talking with her about whatever happened in school yesterday and day-before yesterday . I told her everything. I always share with her everything. But then when I completed speaking she said all of a sudden. Idk from where that topic came to her mind but she said it. She said I think I'm gonna die soon. I'm sure that I won't live for much longer. I will die in a normal way. I'll die like this, while talking to you. You'll see. H-How can she be so sure about it!!!????? That's so impossible!!!!! Her tune....she was so CONFIDENT about it....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

 Idk what to do now. I just don't know what to do now....I feel so helpless.....What an I gonna do? What should I do? Will it really happen or not? Will everything be alright? Mom won't die right? Will she? All these questions are killing me from yesterday. I'm feeling so helpless.....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭  

                                                                                                                         ~Serena😭😭