have you ever made something and put no effort into it then when you were done it came out better than you intended but afterward you can't recreate it

Welp here's an example of that

I drew an older version of Jay, in which he gets chubbier but not taller and grows beard stubble and loses a piece of his ear

I also accidentally retried drawing noses and afterward I coULDNT GET IT RIGHT so

he also develops the bad habit of smoking DONT DO DRUGS KIDS
(I somewhat gave up on this drawing and I'm pretty sure you can tell because YOWZA)