8: Embarrassed
Y/n
"I seriously regret coming here..." I tell myself as I see a group of guys surrounding a cheerleader with her stomach exposed and vodka on her belly button.
So, my friend invited me to your typical teenage, alcohol and drug filled party. Shawn thought that I needed to let loose, so I just gave in beacuse I knew he wouldn't shut up until I accepted.
"Hey! Y/n! C'mon, a couple of my friends and I are gonna go play some truth or dare," I hear Shawn yell over the loud music and I shake my head while raising my hand.
"No, you go, I'm good here," I say pointing to my seat.
He smiles and comes up to me and he grabs my hands, lifting me up. I groan and he drapes his arm around my shoulders.
"Shawn... you know I'm not the type to socialise. I'm drinking a cup of water for Pete's sake!" I complain and he chuckles.
"I'll be by your side the whole time, I promise," he reassures and I sigh in defeat.
"You're so reassuring, it's annoying," I tease and he throws his head back in a laugh making me roll my eyes with a smile.
We both walk into the garage and it looked more like a frickin' man cave instead of a garage. I like the vibe, so it helped my nerves calm down a bit. I then feel Shawn's arm wrap around my waist tightly and protectively. When I look down and back up, he nods his head towards his fuckboy of a friend.
"Hey, Shawn! What's up man!" Shawn doesn't let go of me and just high-fives and fist pumps him before bringing me even closer to his side.
"Nothing, what's up with you?" Shawn smiles and I look down in hopes that Shawn's friend doesn't acknowledge me.
"Is this your new girl, or what?" He asks and I look up at him and catch him looking at me up and down.
"Yeah actually, she's all mine, so hands off, eh," Shawn points and I look up at him with a confused look. She's all mine?
"Ok, bros before hoes," he says and I glare at him.
"I am not a hoe, you asshole," I cross my arms and let me tell you, if looks could kill, he'd be dead.
"Oh, dang Shawn, you got yourself a fiesty one here, but ok sweetheart, you're no hoe," he raised his hands in surrender and he laughed before sitting down in the circle.
Shawn looked at me as I looked at him with a raised eyebrow and he chuckled before grabbing my hand and walking me over to the circle. Shawn and I sat together and Shawn's friend sat in front of me, while the others were in their spots.
"So, you guys know the rules. If you call truth, you have to say the truth or drink a shot. If you call dare, you have to do the dare, no matter what," Shawn's friend explained and all of us just nodded our heads.
"Ok, you guys ready?" He smirks and we all nod again.
A girl reaches over to the bottle and she spins it. We all watch as the bottle spins in anticipation on who it will be landing on and it of course had to land on the most anti-social person in the room. Me.
"Oh, go Shawn, it's on you," I say nervously and I scoot away for the bottle to be pointed at Shawn.
"Oh c'mon sweetheart, we'll go easy on you," Shawn's friend smiles and I sigh.
"Ok, don't even ask anymore, I pick truth," I say and Shawn puts his hand on my knee, reassuring me that it was ok.
"Ok, now I hope you don't mind me asking your girl this, Shawnie boy, but are you still a virgin, y/n?" Shawn's friend asks and I feel Shawn tense up.
Shawn tightens his fists and I lay my hand on his bicep. I smile softly and he sighs while nodding for me to go on. I take a deep breath and feel my face heat up with blush as I prepare myself to answer.
"I-I'm a v-virgin, yeah," I say barely above a whisper and I look down.
"Dang, so that means that your still tight, baby," I hear Shawn's friend say and I look up with a gasp before standing up and running out of there.
"Y/n!" I hear Shawn call, but I ignore his calls and make my way to the front lawn.
I sit on the grass behind the tree that was there and I feel my eyes sting with tears. I try my best to hold them by taking deep breaths, but it was no use when a single tear made it's way down my cheek. The single tears soon turned into sobs and my hands covered my face as my elbows rested on my knees.
I know it wasn't that bad, but holy jesus, that was probably one of the most embarrassing things that has ever happened to me. Confessing to a group of non-virgin teenagers that you are a virgin, is really embarrassing.
"God, why did I come to this stupid party in the first place?" I quietly ask myself as I shake my head.
I hear someone's footsteps run out of the house and then they slowly make their way towards me. I keep my head low and then look up when someone sat next to me. Shawn.
"Y/n-"
"Don't even say anything... please, I'm already embarrassed enough," I whisper and he sighs sadly.
"I'm sorry y/n, I invited you into the same room as him and I knew what could happen, but I just thought it would be cool if you finally let loose instead of having your nose always stuffed in a book," he apologizes and looks down.
"Shawn, it's ok, I'm ok, just really frickin' embarrassed," I laugh lightly and Shawn looks up at me.
"Y/n... I really am sorry and when I get my hands on him, I swear I will rip him to shreds," he threatened and I grabbed his face.
"Shawn! I'm fine, don't go all crazy on me, just hug me because that's what I need right now," I say and he smiles.
He grabs my hands and covers them with kisses which makes me laugh at his guilt. He looks up and wraps his arms around my waist making me wrap my arms around his neck. I gasp when he effortlessly lifts me up onto his lap. I sigh and dig my head into the crook of his neck.
"Y/n... I like you," I hear Shawn blurt out and I look up at him.
"You w-what?" I ask as I pull away.
"Oh you heard me, y/n, and I've liked you ever since I gave you that bracelet back in 4th grade and you kissed my cheek. Look, I just wanted to tell you, but I know that you're obviously not going to like me back and I know I'm a fuck up, but I still-" he rambled on until I stopped him by connecting my lips to his.
He was a little shocked until he gave in and began to kiss me back. He straitened up and his hands went to my lower back, under my shirt. I shivered at his touch and he rested his hands there as our lips molded together perfectly. My hands traveled through his hair and I tugged at the ends which made him groan. I then feel his tongue glide along my bottom lip, asking for entrance, but I deny teasing him. His hands move to my bum and he lightly squeezes, making me moan and he took the opportunity to let his tongue explore.
We both soon pull away, gasping for air and Shawn smiles while putting his hand on my neck and pulling me in for one last kiss before laying his forehead on mine. Our breathing was still a little unsteady, but it was slowly going back to normal. He pecks my nose and I giggle.
"Didn't take you for a "first move" kind of girl, but hey, I'm not complaining," he shrugs with a smug smirk playing on his lips making me laugh.
"Shut up," I say with a blush and couldn't even believe I had the courage to kiss him.
"So, how about we head out of here and maybe sometime next Saturday I can take you out somewhere?" He suggests and I smirk.
"Is Shawn Mendes asking me out on a date?" I tease and he rolls his eyes playfully with a smile tugging at his lips.
"No shit, sherlock, yes," he laughs and I laugh along with him.
"Ok, then next Saturday at Benie's Diner at 6:00pm, we'll go on our first date," I confirm with a confident smile and he chuckles while shaking his head.
"You're amazing, y/n y/l/n," he says and I give him a long, lingering kiss.
"I know," I whisper as I pull away.
We soon left the party after that and the next day when Shawn saw his friend, he told him off and I stopped him from killing him, but we didn't see him ever since. I got one thing to say though...
I was probably the happiest girl alive.
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-Leslie
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