Y/n
Today is the day...
I'm 18.
I can't believe I've been here for a year already...
"Y/n, sweetheart, he's waiting for you." I hear the maid, Rosita, say and i shake my head.
"No, i don't want to. I can't." My voice trembles and she walks towards me.
"I know what today is but he promised you will be just fine." She hugs me and i let the tears flow.
"I'm scared, Rose. I'm so scared. W-What if he l-loses control and hurts me?"
"Sweetheart, i promise you will be just fine. He and i had a discussion last night and he promised he wouldn't hurt you." She soothes me with soft circles on my back and she pulls away to clean my face.
"Thank you, Rose, i appreciate everything you've done and risked for me." She smiles and she grabs my hand to lead me to the dinning room.
I hate seeing him, i don't see a human with normal thoughts and feelings, i see a monster.
"Well, look who finally decided to show up." He smiles and that is one thing I'll hand to him. He's very attractive.
"I apologize, sir, y/n just had to wash her face once more." Rose says and winks when i look at her.
She's the only person i trust here.
"It's alright, just take a seat, darling." He pulls out a seat and i hesitate but when i see his eyes flash with a soft look i make my way to the chair.
I mumble a thank you before he pushes me in and makes his way to the other side of the table.
"What's for breakfast?" I ask quietly and he smiles softly at my question.
Why is he all happy today?
Oh right...
Because today is the day
"Well, considering today is your special day, i thought you could choose." He says and i furrow my eyebrows.
"Wait but isn't it too late for me to choose?" I ask and he shakes his head with the same smile still on his lips.
"No no, i remember hearing you talking to Rosita and you said you missed the food back at home, so my chef managed to cook us up your favorite meal." He explains and i gasp.
"Waffles?!!" I grin and he chuckles with a nod.
I'm basically jumping in my seat as i see the other maids pass out the trays.
"Ohhh yeaahh, thank you thank you thank you! I love yo-" i gasp.
Oh no...
"I-I mean...thank you...for the breakfast, Shawn." I smile nervously and i inhale the sweet scent of the freshly made waffles.
"Don't thank me, it's my pleasure to see you so excited over the little things." He smiles and i tuck i piece of hair behind my ear.
I hate it when he makes me blush...
I wish i could control when it's ok to blush and not ok.
He gives me a curt nod for me to begin eating and i dig right in. Gosh it's been so long since I've had waffles. My mom used to make all different types of food and man if she opened a restaurant, she sure would be rich, but i remember her telling me why she wouldn't.
*flash back*
"Mmm" i moan as the soup touches my taste buds and i begin to wonder.
"Gosh mom, you're food is good enough to make you rich." My eyes roll back as i taste the chicken.
"What do you mean, weirdo?" She laughs and my eyes widen.
"Mom! You should open a restaurant!" I exclaim and she laughs harder this time.
"No sweetheart, i want you to know something very important." She says and i lean in.
"The food i make is for the people i love. I make that food with love because i know who will be eating it. If i make it for strangers, it will lose it's rich flavor because i don't love strangers, i love my family." She says and i lean in to hug her tightly.
"I love you momma." I whisper and she chuckles.
"I love you too, dummy."
*end of flash back*
"Y/n?"
"Huh? What?" I blink and i furrow my eyebrows when i feel something wet on my cheek.
"A-Are you crying?" Shawn asks quietly and i look up to see genuine concern in his eyes.
"I-I'm sorry, please excuse me for a second." I say and i stand up, quickly making my way to the nearest bathroom.
"No, Y/n wait!" I hear behind me as i quickly lock the door and i hide my face in my arms as i slide down the door.
I didn't know how much i missed her until now.
I thought i was numb already.
"Y/n..."
I begin to sob as i hear his soft voice and hear him take a deep breath.
"C-Can i come in, please? I promise i won't touch you." He says softly and i begin to hyperventilate from how hard I'm crying.
Fuck this is hard.
I move away from the door and hesitantly unlock the door. I sit on the toilet and my hands grip my hair as i hear the door slowly open. That's when i break down entirely, i shake my head and i grip my hair harder.
"Y/n, don't hurt yourself." He says and he reaches for my wrists making me flinch.
"I-I'm not...gonna hurt you y/n." He whispers softly and i continue to ball my eyes out.
That's when i feel his strong arms wrap around my body. At first i tense up but when i feel his warm breath on my neck and his fingers in my hair i grip onto him as if i were about to fall to my death. He almost falls back as i let my body become one with his, but he doesn't let me go, not even a little. He holds me closer to him while i just cry on his shoulder and i gasp when i feel myself getting picked up. I look over his shoulder and i see he's certainly carrying me.
"Rosita, breakfast is over, please clean this up. I'll be upstairs." He says and i hear rosita mutter a 'yes sir'.
"S-Shawn..." My voice finally cracks and he hums.
"C-Can you put me down?" I ask and he nods.
I feel my feet touch the floor and as i look up at him, i have the sudden urge to hold him again. I look down at his hand and i slowly put my hand in his. I look back up at him and his lips stretch into a small smile.
"You can go back to bed if you'd like." He says and i feel his other hand rest on my cheek.
Why don't i wanna leave his side?
He's been the biggest asshole around here and now all i want is to be around him.
"I-Is it...uhm...is it ok if i can g-go with you?" I say barely above a whisper and a look of surprise flashes in his eyes.
Oh believe me...
I surprised myself too.
"Of course that's ok."
Here comes the stupid blush again.
We make our way up the stairs and into his room. I've always loved his room. Soft gray walls, a king size bed in the middle of the room, a huge walk in closet, a bathroom with a huge bathtub with enough space to fit 3 people.
"I've loved this room since the first day you brought me in here." I mumble and he chuckles.
"The first day i brought you here, all you did was scream at me and hit me."
I mean you did kind of kidnap me but ok.
"Heh, yeah...i was pretty mad." I say and i look up to see his smile was no longer there.
"I'm sorry...i know you had an amazing life before, but i don't know what it is about you that just drives me insane." He explains and i shake my head.
"Don't be...look at the bright side, i never have to go to school again." I say and he chuckles.
Look at the bright side?!
I think I'm officially going mad.
"I promise you one day you'll have your life back. I hate seeing you so upset and it hurts even more that I'm the reason why." He says and looks down.
I can't believe my eyes...he has real remorse.
This is the first time i ever see him feel anything.
But here's the more unbelievable thing.
I actually feel bad.
"Shawn, it's ok. I forgave you a while ago and i really do thank you for letting me choose the breakfast. It made me feel like i was at home again." I explain and i can't stop myself from grabbing his face and making him look at me.
"But even that hurt you...how am i not supposed to feel horrible?" He asks and i smile.
"Because like i said, it made me feel at home and i hadn't felt that in a while, so it hit me hard." I say and his eyes lock with mine.
Yup...very attractive.
I let my thumb caress his cheek and he leans his head into my hand while closing his eyes. I didn't know i had this much of an effect on him.
"Please don't leave me, Y/n." He whispers and i feel my heart skip a beat when i see a tear roll down his cheek.
I can't help but look at his lips.
"Shawn, look at me." I say and now both of my hands are holding his face making him look at me.
His eyes hold so much pain...
...too much pain for one person.
"I'm not going anywhere." I whisper and that's when i felt my world stop.
His lips gently touched mine and i feel myself give into his captivating kiss. My heart begins to beat faster as i feel his arms wrap around me making the kiss deeper as i wrapped my legs around him. I grab his hands and i move them so now they were gripping my bum making me moan into his lips. My moans became one with his as i pulled at his hair and his lips traveled down to my neck. He'd bite then lick, he'd suck then kiss, making me get chills all over.
"Y/n...are you sure you're ok with this?" He pulls away and looks me in the eye.
Am i ok with this?
For once, I'm comfortable being with him, so i nod and he carries me to his bed before connecting his lips to mine once again. I bite my lip as he pulls away and takes his shirt off. It's like my hands have a mind of their own when i feel them touch his well built figure.
"You're the most beautiful girl i have ever laid eyes on." He whispers and i smile when he kisses me again.
His lips travel down my neck, to my chest, and when he got to the end of my shirt he looked up at me. I nod and i shiver when i feel his warm hands touch the skin under my shirt. I sit up and he slips off my shirt which gives me enough time to flip us.
"Shit y/n-" i don't let him finish as i kiss him again. This time with more desire.
A low growl comes from his lips and i feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand up making me moan. I feel his hands gently caress my back and i smile into the kiss letting him know it was ok to touch me. He unclips my bra in one swift motion before pulling away to look at me making me blush hard.
"Shawn..."
"What? I can't admire your beauty?" He says and i laugh but my laugh soon turns into moans when i feel his lips on my chest.
"Oh Shawn..."
He hums as his lips wrap around the sensitive skin before sucking. My eyes roll back as he gives the other side the equal attention and my hands grip his hair. I move his head so he could kiss me again and that's when it was my turn to kiss his neck. I let my teeth graze his skin and i feel myself get chills when i hear him moan. I make a trail of kisses until i finally reach his sweats.
"Jesus christ..." He moans softly and i smile to myself.
My finger tips softly touch his skin before sliding off his sweats making me bite my lip. I look up at Shawn to see him looking at me. My heart races when we lock our gaze and my lips wrap around the tip making him bite his lip.
"Fuck yes y/n." He moans and my hand wraps around the rest of him as i put what i can of him inside my mouth.
He throws his head back and i feel my body heat up from watching him and hearing him moan. I suck on the head and his body twitches from the pleasure.
"Oh my god..." He groans and i slowly make my way back up to his lips making another deep growl come from his lips.
I gasp when he flips us over and without asking he slips off my shorts and my eyes roll back when i feel his hot breath on my panties. I've never been so sensitive, yes I've touched myself before but this is so different.
"S-Shawn" i stutter and he looks up at me.
"Do you want me to stop?" He says and i shake my head.
"No no, please don't stop." I moan and he moves back to my lips, kissing me.
"I love it when you beg." He whispers in my ear and my nails softly scratch at his back.
"Please, Shawn...i want you to touch me so bad." I whimper and he moans.
"You want me to what?" He says and i gasp when i feel his fingers touch me.
"Oh f-fuck...i want you t-to mm touch me." I say and my nails scratch his back when i feel his fingers make circular motions.
"That's a good girl."
Jesus christ he's gonna kill me with these names.
He makes his way back down and i watch him as he removes the last article of clothing. He spreads my legs and i throw my head back when his lips kiss me softly.
"Holy fuck, Shawn."
He moans and the vibrations make my hands grip the sheets. When his tongue tastes me i feel my breath become uneasy.
"Mmm, my baby's so sensitive, you like it when i taste you?" He asks and i can barely bring myself to say anything.
"Y-Yes i do...your tongue feels so good."
He moans and my hands grip his hair when he sucks hard.
"Oh my fucking god, fuck yes." I cuss and he chuckles.
"Good girls aren't supposed to swear." He says and i arch my back when i feel his finger enter.
"I-I'm s-sorry...ugh i promise I-I'm a good g-girl." I moan from his dirty talk.
"Fuck, y/n, you have no idea how sore you're gonna be after I'm done with you." He breathes and i moan when his other hand wraps around my neck, gently gripping.
"You're so freaky, Shawn." I moan louder when his finger speeds up making him come close to my ear.
I shiver when i hear him say...
"You haven't seen freaky yet." He whispers and i whimper when his touch leaves me.
His hands grip my chest and we go back to kissing passionately. This time we taste each other and he makes me laugh into the kiss when he grips my hips. He laughs with me knowing I'm ticklish and he pulls away.
"Are you ready?" He asks and i see him stroke himself making me bite my lip.
"I'm so ready." I say and he pulls me by my legs as if i weighed as light as paper.
His hand rests on my back and his eyes tell me to relax.
I lock my gaze with his and when i try to look down he moves my head so i can continue looking at him.
"No no, keep your eyes on mine. Trust me." He smiles and i nod with a gulp when i feel the tip touch me.
"Oh my god." I gasp and our eyes never look away.
My hand grips his bicep when i feel him slowly begin to enter. I whimper and i feel pain when he keeps going, but my eyes still stay on his. I bite my lip when he stops and this is when he leans into my lips.
"Now, close your eyes and just relax, ok?" He whispers and when i close my eyes, his lips connect with mine and in one swift motion he thrusts into me making me wince, but his lips keep me still.
He pulls away from the kiss and his head rests in the crook of my neck as he slowly begins to pull out and thrust again making me moan louder than before. His moans mix with mine as he thrust deeper and harder making my legs shake.
"Fuck Shawn, you're stretching me out." I moan a little too loud and he pulls away from my neck to kiss me again.
My moans and his moans become one as he moves in and out of me. His teeth pull at my lip and i breathe heavily as he speeds up. He pulls back and sits up straight before pulling out and flipping me over.
His arms wrap around me and my back rested on his chest. I moan when i feel his teeth graze the hot skin on my neck. His hand grips my hair and he bends me over making me scream when he thrusts into me without warning.
"Ah ah S-Shawn, ohhh my god." I grit my teeth and it doesn't stop him from thrusting.
"Shit, y/n. You're so fucking tight." He moans and he begins to go so hard our skin comes together.
"Hmmm Shawn! Fuck." I scream and his hand grips my hair making it more pleasurable for me.
I flinch when i feel his hand spank my bare skin and the hand in my hair joins his other hand to grip and he slows down and i look back to see him looking at himself go in and out of me. My eyes roll to the back of my head when he speeds up again and our skin claps together again.
"Fuck fuck fuck, oh my- you feel so fucking good." I exclaim and his hands then grab my arms and he holds them behind my back before pounding into me.
"Oh my god you're so beautiful, y/n, i love seeing you shake when i thrust deep into you." He growls and i feel my strength completely leave my body when he pulls out again.
He flips us over and kisses me as soon as he enters again. This time he gave it his all. He sped up, thrusted harder and deeper making his hand wrap around my neck, choking me. I moan and my hands grip his arm as he pounds into me. His forehead rests on mine when i furrow my eyebrows.
"Fuck Shawn, I'm so close, you're gonna make me cum." I moan and his lips connected with mine.
"Hold it baby, wait for me." He says and my eyes roll back when i feel my body begin to shake.
"Fffuck, I-I'm gonna t-try." I breathe and he begins to slowly thrust into me as hard as he can.
I feel the tip touch my spot and he keeps thrusting hard until i feel him twitch.
"Oh my god, ok baby, be a good girl and cum for me." He moans and when he thrusts another 3 times i lose my words. I gasp and i grit my teeth when i feel my entire body shake.
"Ohhhh my god fuck!" I growl and he pulls out.
"Fuck fuck, y/n." He moans loud and my body continues to twitch when i watch him stroke himself to climax.
When he finishes i curse when his sweaty body collapses on top of mine. His arms wrap around my waist as my fingers gently ran through his hair making him snuggle into my chest. Our legs cross and i kiss his temple before resting my cheek on it.
There was nothing to be heard anymore but besides our uneasy breaths. I reached for the sheets and i covered our bodies. Then he looks up at me.
"I think I'm in love with you." He says and my face becomes hot.
"Shush your mouth." I smile and he chuckles.
"I'm just telling you how i really feel." He says and i put my hand on his mouth making him laugh.
I remove my hand and i lean in to give him a slow, passionate kiss.
"I think I'm in love with you too." I whisper and a sweet smile appears on his lips.
We continued to kiss and if there's one thing i can definitely say and mean it's that i really do think I'm in love.
Maybe that's why I'm so happy.
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Ok ok...i know it was long...and freaky af, but this goes for all the freaky readers who wanted smut. I made it nice and long for y'all. I really hope you enjoy annnnd please for the love of christ take care of ya selfs.
I love you guys.
-Leslie
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