Shawn

"I really can't, Brian, my mom won't let me," I say to my friend for the 5th time tonight.

"Dude! You're missing out, c'mon don't be a bitch and sneak out just one night," he groans and I chuckle at his name for me.

"Correction, I'm not a female dog and because I'm literally risking my freedom for this damn party, I think I deserve more respect, asshole," I smile and laugh when he 'woos' in excitement.

"See you here, bro," he says and I open my mouth to say something until the line cuts out.

    I sigh and make my way to my dresser to change into actual clothes instead of just joggers and no shirt. Most douche bags of my school would definitely do something so douchie like go to a party shirtless. I actually have a brain that's not full of narcissistic thoughts, so I'll be going with a navy blue button up shirt and khakis with black and white Vans.

    I pull the old "pillows represent my body" trick and pull the sheets over it. I make sure it looks believable and finally take my final deep breath before opening my window and sneaking out. Oh, don't think this went smoothly, nope... I fell on my ass, but luckily I'm tall and my house isn't big.

"You owe me, Brian... big time," I say while huffing and making my way to my jeep, which I thankfully parked on the other side of the road, so my parents won't suspect a thing.

*at the party*

    I take a deep breath after putting my Jeep in park and look outside my window to see colorful lights dancing around the living room and the speakers blasting some cheesy frat boy music. I'm glad I'm a teenager who actually has a good taste in music and I'm not some douche frat boy.

"Here goes nothin'," I sigh and finally get out of my truck while slowly moving towards the party.

"Aye! Shawn, buddy! We're back here!" I hear someone scream and I notice the voice to belong to Matthew, another close friend of mine.

    I smile and move to the gate where he greeted me with a "bro hug". I walk with him to the back while seeing more familiar faces and quickly fist-pumping all of them. I stand beside all of them and we begin to make small talk.

"So, Shawnie boy did decide to show up, huh?" Matt smirks and lightly punched my shoulder.

"Well, it was against my will because Brian... doesn't know what "I can't go" means," I say and roll my eyes when Brian flicks me off.

"Ok, how are my girls doing?" I heard behind me and looked at an arm as it rested around my shoulders. Ian...

"I believe the only girl here is you, dick head," I say and shove him playfully with a chuckle.

"Aww, did I hurt your feelings, princess?" He pouts mockingly and I flick him off.

"Fuck off, douche bag," I reply and he laughs.

"Calm down now, don't get your panties in a twist," he says and I throw my head back in a laugh.

"Hah, hah, you're very funny, aren't ya?" I sarcastically say and he rolls his eyes.

    They keep conversing while I go to a cooler and grab a water bottle. I look around as I take in my surroundings and my eyes lock on a pair of dark red lips that stretched into a grin as the unknown girl laughs at what the other girl says. I keep my eyes locked on her and I can't help but take in her outfit. It started out with a black beanie sitting atop beautiful, brown, and blonde waves. Then, a black shirt with black ripped jeans and a pair of black and white converse high tops. Lastly, a black backpack resting on her back with rubber bands on her right wrist.

"My god... she's gorgeous..." I whisper to myself and slightly gasp when her eyes lock with mine.

    Those are the most mesmerizing and beautiful pair of green eyes that I will ever lay my eyes on. My breath hitches when she smirks and winks at me, making my water bottle slip from my grip and fall to my toes. I hiss in pain and it was enough to get me out of my daze.

"Fuck... that shit hurt..." I curse and sit in the closest chair.

    I rub my toes and feel my heart sink when I see the same pair of black and white converse standing right in front of me. I freeze for a second and slowly look up, slowly taking in her looks as well. My eyes finally land on hers and she hits me with a dazzling smile.

"What's up, dude," she says and I watch her every move as she moves a chair to sit beside me.

"Uhm... n-nothing much, j-just here... against my will..." I stutter and mentally slap myself for becoming so nervous around a girl.

"Well then that makes us two," she replies and I slowly relax, so she doesn't think I'm awkward.

"Oh really? Why is that?" I ask with my confidence slowly building up.

"Number 1, it's my brother's party and my parents are out on vacation, so I can't necessarily go anywhere," she starts off and I smile.

"What about a friend's house?" I ask smartly and she laughs.

"Ah, you see, you didn't let me get to number 2, I don't have much friends who would take me in because their parents think I'm a bad influence," she raises an eyebrow and she looks me dead in the eye.

"Oh, well... what about your boyfriend?" I challenge and she throws her head back in a loud laugh and snorts.

"Ahaha!! You're funny!" She exclaims and her hand hits my knee.

"What's so funny? I don't get it," I ask confused and she clears her throat when done laughing and I look at her with a "can you elaborate?" look.

"Dude, if I don't have real friends who are willing to take me in and not care about what their parents would say, then what the fuck makes you think I would have a boyfriend, idiot?" She explains and I feel the heat rise from my neck in embarrassment.

"Oh, my bad," I say and she shakes her head with a smile.

"Nah, you good, but the last thing is that I don't have many special people who take care of me as much as my brother does, so I'd rather stay where he is, no matter how annoying his parties are," she says and I look at her.

"You've told me so much, yet I don't even know your name," I say and she smiles.

"Well, my name is y/n," she introduces and I give her a small smile.

"It's an honor to have a name for the girl in black, y/n, so my name is Shawn, the awkward guy who doesn't like parties," I say and stick my hand out for her to shake.

"Well, Shawn... I..." she begins and I gulp when she grabs my hand and moves forward to my ear.

"I don't introduce myself to guys I like with a lame handshake," she whispers and in that moment was when my world stopped and we were the only ones there.

    She pulls away and I get lost in her sparkling eyes that held the most lust I have ever seen. I've had sex before, but I have never been this excited to be with a girl. Every other girl didn't even introduce themselves to me before we were already in bed.

"You got something to do, boy, because I wanna take you upstairs so I can have something to do," she says and I hesitantly gulp with a shake of the head.

"Good because now you have something to do," she says and grips my hand as she pulls me up from my chair.

    The guys luckily don't see me and we both make our way upstairs. She leads me to the room in the farthest corner of a hallway and I close the door behind her. I stand with my back to the door and she faces me. I look down in a shy manner and I feel her move closer to me. I slowly look up and she smiles making me relax my tense muscles.

"You wanna know something crazy?" She whispers and I hum in response while her hand caresses my neck.

"I just met you... yet it feels like I've known you my whole life..." she explains and a small smile appears on my face.

    I wrap my fingers around her wrist and keep my eyes locked on hers. I kiss her wrist and slowly shower her with kisses. She giggles when I get to her neck and gently moans. I gently, yet roughly flip our position, so now her back was to the door and I move my hand to the lock, making sure we were free to do anything we'd like without getting interrupted. My brown eyes move back to her green ones and I notice her breathing increasing as our lips were centimeters apart, but our noses were already touching.

"Guess what, y/n," I begin and she bites her lip with a hesitant nod.

"The feeling's mutual," I whisper and she finally closes the gap.

    As cheesy as this is gonna sound, I swear I could feel literal sparks erupt from this kiss. My hands cradle her face and I furrow my eyebrows as the kiss deepens. My hands move from her neck to her bum and I pick her making her arms wrap around my neck. I groan as her hands slowly run through my roots and her fingers tugged at the end. I walk us to the bed and she pulls away as I gently lay her on the bed.

"You're so beautiful, y/n," I whisper as we have a moment of silence.

"You're not too bad yourself, charming," she smiles and I smirk back while I stand up to remove my shirt.

    I slowly and teasingly undo the buttons and keep an intense gaze with her. She licks her lips as my shirt finally comes off. She reaches for her shirt, but I quickly stop her. I grab her hands and put them above her head, she got my message and I bite my lip as I grab the hem of her shirt.

    I take her shirt off and my breath hitches as her lace bra comes to view. I gently push her to lay down and hover over her. I slip my shoes off as my lips reconnect with hers and she moans softly as my lips make their way to her neck. I see the goosebumps appear as I kiss a certain spot on her collar bone and I smirk in victory of finding her soft spot.

    I'm really surprised that I had just gotten here about an hour ago and I'm already in bed with someone. Although, this "someone" is not just any other girl I would bring into a room with me, no, she actually makes me feel something genuine. She gave me the butterflies, she already made me feel like an idiot, I've already blushed in front of her, and I can tell you right now that she is one of a kind, so I'm going to take my time with her just in case of I don't get to kiss her the next morning.

"Shawn..." she croaks and her hands grip my arms as my lips kissed her stomach.

"What's wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?... Oh my God, I'm so sorry, y/n, I swear I didn't mean t-," I try to say, but she interrupts by putting a finger to my lips.

"Shhh, don't worry, nothing's wrong... I just thought you should know something before we go any further," she says nervously and looks to the side.

"Hey... whatever it is, I promise I'll understand," I reassure and gently move her head so she can look at me.

"Ok... well, I-I'm- t-this is my..." she stutters and I kiss her forehead.

"Breathe, y/n, you can trust me," I reassure once again and a small smile appears.

"Ok, this will be m-my first time..." she says and I breathe out in relief.

"Jeez, you can't scare me like that, y/n, I thought I did something wrong, but I will say this," I begin and flip us so now she's sitting on my torso.

"You can take the lead for the beginning, but if you become too nervous, then I'll take over, ok?" I say and she nods hesitantly.

"Y/n... trust me, ok?" I reassure and put my hands on her hips.

"Ok..." she breathes and bends down, connecting our lips once more.

    I kiss back and as the kiss deepens, her body relaxes as she gets comfortable with me again. I smile into the kiss as her tongue glides against my bottom lip and her hands begin to roam my bare, top half. I shudder as her hands move to the button of my pants and my hands move to her thighs, gripping in hunger for more. She takes my signal and moves her lips from my own to my neck. I bite my lip and she nibbles the skin while sucking harshly, making a groan slip from my lips.

"Y/n..." I breathe and I feel her lips stretch into a smirk.

    She moves her lips to my chest and slowly moves down to the hem of my pants. I look down at her and she looks back up at me with a seductive sparkle in her eyes. My bottom lip slips between my teeth and I bite down in impatience as her hands teasingly remove my pants. I groan and she chuckles as my pants finally meet the ground. I lick my lips as she crawls back up to me.

"You're so damn amazing, y/n," I whisper and she smirks while connecting her lips with mine once again.

    I groan deeply as I feel her grind on me and deepen the kiss by connecting our tongues with no warning. She moans and I groan back as she grinds faster. I growl in pleasure and impatience while pulling away to let her know I have to take over.

"I'm gonna take care of you, y/n, ok? Trust me, princess, I'm not here to hurt you," I smile as I roll us over and she looks up at me with a nervous and hesitant look.

    I don't tell her anything and kiss her sweetly while slowly roaming her warm body with my hands. I feel her back arch in want and I become more comfortable as she does as well. I cautiously and slowly move my hand to the clip of her bra. I pull away for a second to look her in the eyes and ask her if this is ok. She nods with no hesitation and in that moment my fingers in the blink of an eye remove her bra. My greedy eyes take in the perfection and she covers her chest.

"No, y/n, don't cover..." I say and she doesn't move her arms.

"Y/n, I am not here to judge... I'm here to admire, ok? I promise," I reassure and I gently grab her wrists while removing her arms.

"Just relax and let me take good care of you..." I whisper and she breathes as I softly kiss her neck.

    I travel down to her bare chest and pay attention to the canvas as I paint it with sweet kisses. Her back arches as my tongue swirls around and I suck softly. Her moans fuel my adrenaline and I move to the other side, giving it as much attention. I suffocate as her moans make me more and more excited to be her first.

"So perfect..." I mumble and she moans.

    Her arms become covered in goosebumps as I look up at her and ask if I could remove her last clothing. She nods eagerly and I continue with my objective. I bite my lip as her lace panties come to sight and in the snap of my fingers her pants were on the floor. She rests on her elbows and watches me as my lips kiss her inner thigh. I move closer and closer and as I dart my eyes to her heat, I notice she's just excited as me. Not being able to stop trembling, she rests her head onto the pillow once again and I smirk. I gently and teasingly blow on her and she gasps while gripping the sheets.

"I haven't started yet, y/n," I smirk and she looks up at me with a smile playing at her lips.

"Take good care of me, Shawn," she whispers and I wink.

"Your wish is my command, gorgeous," I reply and grab the hem of her panties making her legs move apart.

    I remove the last thing keeping me from getting close to her and I lick my lips as I drop them to the side and take her in. She gasps as the air hits her and I see her shudder eagerly. I kiss her thigh before finally tasting her sweetness. She gasps and jolts up in pleasure as my tongue takes her in. She goes back to leaning on her elbows and I enjoy her unique juices. I suck and she moans loudly as my tongue makes it's way into her. Her hand grips my hair as she arches her back and I feel her legs trap my head.

"Holy shit... now I-I know why... m-my friend makes f-fun of me... this is like fucking drugs, but better," she moans and I chuckle which makes her gasp at the vibrations.

"Do that again..." she moans and I obey.

"Fuck..." her eyes roll back as I look up at her and I pull away as I feel her twitch on my lips telling me she was close.

    She was about to scream at me, but I shush her by removing my boxers. Her eyes widen and she gasps as my boxers drop to the floor. I immediately think she realizes that she wants to back out and I grab a pillow to cover myself. She furrows her eyebrows and realizes what I thought.

"No, no, no, no! Take that fucking pillow off, now!" She demands and points.

"I thought you wanted to back out..." I say and slowly remove the pillow.

"Nope... I was just wondering how in the fucking world was that... gonna fit?" She smiles nervously and I softly laugh.

"Ohhh... ok, then in that case... don't worry... it'll fit, I promise," I smile and she laughs.

"You're the experienced one, so show me..." she says and I hover over her body.

    The moment becomes heated again and I kiss her with much more eagerness than before. Her hands wrap around my back and I keep kissing her as I, as slowly as I could, enter her. She groans in pain and I keep kissing her to take her mind off the pain. I kiss her soft spot and she moans again along with pain as I keep moving into her until I eventually have fully entered her. Her nails rake at my back in both pain and pleasure making me moan. I start moving in and out of her, still in the slowest pace I could.

"Oh my god..." she moans and I notice that the pain is going away.

"Should... I g-go faster, y/n?" I groan and she moans loudly.

    I begin to move faster and her nails dig into my skin as I gently bite her shoulder from how good she felt around me. Her walls perfectly tighten around me and a deep groan comes from my throat and I roll my eyes back in utter pleasure.

"Shawn..." she moans and my name coming out of her mouth was enough to make me go faster.

"Shit, y/n, you're unbelievably tight," I growl and she moans at the top of her lungs as I begin to pound her.

    I thrust in and out of her and our moans take over the hot air in the room. I never in my life have felt such pleasure as tonight. My mind goes blurry as I move in and out of her and my chest moves up and down. I breathe heavily and I lean back to look at her for a couple seconds. She looks back up at me and I could've sworn I saw something spark up in her eyes again, but this time it wasn't lust... it was love.

"I love you so much, y/n..." I breathe and I kissed her with all the passion I had for her.

    I keep going and slow down to enjoy more time with her. She kisses back and flips us without separating our kiss. She pulls away and her hands rest on my chest as she begins to move up and down. I throw my head back and look forward to our intimacy. She began to grind and I groan loudly as I feel myself hit her spot. She gasps and lets out a long and loud groan. I grab her hips and guide her, but my hands couldn't grip from how weak I was.

"Jesus, y/n, you fell so amazing..." I moan and I feel her tighten around me, telling me that she was close.

"My god, Shawn... I can feel it in my stomach..." she moans and I flip us again.

    I thrust hard into her and I feel myself twitch inside her. She arches her back and pulls my neck down to connect our lips again. I kiss her back and our moans mix together perfectly as we climax together. I groan as I feel myself fill her and I eventually pull out. She trembles as she slowly gets over her high. I collapse next to her with my face down and take a minute to catch my breathe because this in a way felt like my first too...

"Holy shit... you're... s-so fucking lucky I-I'm on the pill," she breathes heavily and I just start laughing.

    She laughs along with me and slaps my back for me to come closer to her. I do as she wants and pull the cover back to cover us. She takes a deep breathe as my arms securely wrap around her small body. I feel my heartbeat go back to it's normal pace as my breathing does the same. Her hands caress my back and I smile to myself to a sudden happiness and serenity that I felt.

"Y/n..." I say and she hums barely awake.

"I meant what I said..." I recall and she looks up at me.

"I really do love you... I mean it," I say and she slowly smiles while leaning into my lips giving me a tender kiss.

"I love you too, Shawn," she replied and gets comfortable again.

    Those simple 5 words held so many things when I heard her say it and I realized that in that moment I didn't have to keep looking. There she was, naked and asleep in my arms, there was my girl. The one that would make me happy no matter what, when, or where.

Who knew a dumb party like this would bring me to someone so special? I'm glad I came...

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