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A good memory? No I want to be hated I don't want to be missed.

I want to die alone it will tell me how much I was cared for

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... I was winning....?

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Troy qoute

'i'm tired of living but I keep going I want to be happy but I keep getting hit down when I think I finally am going to be okay something shoots me back down my heart is shot, stabbed, burned, and still beating when I am asked to be killed I'm forced to live but when I ask to live I am wanted dead so tell me which sad is the right one?'

~Troy