There's no black or white in this world,
Everybody just realizes it at different times. 
The sooner they realise 
The harder price they had paid!

There's no going back from your mistakes
You absorb it, live it.
And neither the self hatred handicapping you;
Nor depicting yourself the victim, 
To gain the sympathy (none is even capable of giving anymore.
Other than the realised souls!)
Are the solutions...

When there's a volcano inside you
Burning every hope yet to be alive
Come at peace with this.
That there are some holes... 
You can never fill; 
Never patch.
All you can do 
Is try... 
Stop not... 
Leave the i... 
Lose the self... 
Without losing the integrity of self!