December 10, 2014

5:49pm

Chris

I wonder if she remembers... I chuckled laying my head on the pillow. She looked so adorable when she slept and I missed that. I missed her, Arthur, my twins and of course Moose. Spinee was starting to get used to Minka, but he didn't seem to really like her, at all, but for my sake, he's been doing it for me. I chuckled sighing. Minka was off on a photoshoot so I was alone again and... I have too much thinking time. My thoughts keep going back to that day I made her go away because I can't accept the fact that I was the father of her unborn children. I love children, but I wasn't ready yet... I think. Spinee came to the bed and buried himself in my right arm. I chuckled petting him. "I miss her, bud." I whispered sighing and laying back down. I closed my eyes and repated the events in the hospital in my mind.

Flashback

Emily was asleep and I smiled as I woke up to her still sleeping. "Emily, we ha-SON OF S BITCH!" Bradley exclaimed covering his mouth as Emily sturred, but she stayed asleep. "What the fuck are you doing here? Shouldn't you be off fu-" Seb covered his mouth. "Forgive my brother, he can be rough around the edge around people, especially with people who hurt our little sister. So tell us... Why the hell are you here?" Sebastian asked glaring. I sighed trying to pull away from Emily. "Don't move." She mumbled. I froze gulping and looking down. I pleaded Sebastian with my face to help me with my dilemma. He rolled his eyes and helped Emily get off me. "So, are you gonna tell us the reason why you're here or am I gonna wake her up and you feel her wrath? What's it gonna be tough guy?" Sebastian asked. I sighed chuckling. "Look, you're trying to protect her from me and I get that, really, but you can't stop me from worrying about her constantly." I replied sadly. Sebastian sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. Emily groaned starting to wake up.

"Get out now. She's going to throw a fit if she finds out you're here. You can come again tonight... Watch over her. She has a fever and go get these. The doctor prescribed it for her." Bradley said handing me a slip of paper, my cap  and my jacket as I quickly walked out. I looked at the paper to see they were pain relievers. I sighed putting on my cap and jacket as I walked out of the hospital.

*Next Night*

I showed up at th hospital 8:30 just as Sebastian was saying goodbye. "Chris, listen... uhm... you can go here even in the morning if you want, but please... just take care of her, alright?" He asked smiling. I frowned confused. "Look man, I know you don't like me at the moment, but why are you saying that?" I asked confused. He smiled patting my back. "I don't really. I hate you at the moment for throwing my sister's heart to the freakin' dogs like trash, but she has no one at the moment to take care of her. Just... try and change your voice a bit. She's uh... she's temporarly blind because of the after shock of the crash." Sebastian explained. I sighed understanding what he said. "Alright, I'm telling my manager that I'm taking this month as a break." I said smiling. "Thanks, mate. I've gotta go. Bradley is having trouble with the kids." Seb said running away. I sighed and went in the room. Emily was flipping through the channels. "Hey." I called feeing myself smile. "Whose there?" Emily asked turning towards my direction. "Yeah, uhm... I'm Johnny. I was just passing by in town when your brother told me too watch over you. I'm a friend of his from England." I replied smiling.

"Cut the crap, your accent isn't British, Irish, even Scottish so tell me, Mr. Johnny. Who the hell are you?" Emily asked frowning. "I'm gonna regret this." I mumbled chuckling. "It's me Emily. Chris... Chris Evans." I replied smiling. "C-Chris? Oh my gosh! W-What are you doing here?" She asked nervous. I smirked walking towards her. "Uhm, would you believe me if I said I was here because I worry about you... constantly?" I asked taking her hand in mine. "I'm probably dreaming." She mumbled shaking her head. I chuckled kissing her hand. "You can say that." I replied smiling.

*End of Flashback*

Everyday it was like that. We'd always talk about life and those kids. I miss her more than ever now. I sighed shaking my head. I hope she didn't see the kiss. I regret doing that. I hate myself for doing something like that too her.

Emily

Finally! Everything is prepared. The tree was covered in decoration and the gifts were under it. "Emily, honey, do you want coffee?" Mom asked yawning. "I'm good, mom. I uhm... I'm gonna go out and chill a bit. Please don't tell Dad, Brad, and Seb." I begged smiling. "Of course. I love you, honey. Just be safe alright? I don't want another child here at home." Mom teased. I rolled my eyes shaking my head. "Bye, mom." I hollered quickly getting my coat. "That took you long enough. Come on!" Jensen exclaimed as he pulled me towards the car. I chuckled as Jared and Misha pulled me in. "Please tell me that we're not going to an interview. You know I don't fancy those things." I mumbled sighing. "Too bad, we already arranged one. Sorry, Emily." Jensen apologized with not really being apologetic. "Emily, please... For us? Just do it for us." Misha begged. I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. I wonder if Chris was really there when I was temporarily blind, but the memory of the last day hurt me. I finally could see and Chris was kissing Bea. That Johnny stunt was kinda funny though. His accent sucked. I smiled remdmbering the second day.

*Flashback*

"Come on, please? It'll be fun." Chris begged. "He's right, come on. We'll tell you after you taste it. Are you chicken?" Bea teased. "Shut up and feed me." I stated turning towards the smell of food. "Open your mouth." Chris stated as I felt him cup my face. I hope he doesn't see me blushing. I opened my mouth and felt the cold metal in my mouth and Chris gently pulled the spoon away. It was so salty. I coughed as they laughed and Bea handed me water. "What the hell was that?" I asked glaring. "Salt." Chris replied laughing. I missed that. I hope it's not a dream.

*End of Flashback*

"We're here!" Jensen exclaimed helping me down. "Richard!" O exclaimed runmig towards him as he hugged me. "Heya, Emily." He said smiling. "I missed you!" I exclaimed as we pulled away. "Let's take a photo." He said stopping us from our tracks and posed. I laughed as Jared got his phone. "No! Jared!" Richard yelled as he ran after Jared. "Looks like you're stuck with me." Jensen said putting an arm around me as we walked up the building. We got in the set and we all answered questions. "Yes, I am a fangirl. I mean who doesn't think Castiel and Dean have chemistry, right?" I asked smirking at my co-stars. They rolled their eyes and I smirked at them. Everything was going fine until a fan asked about my love life. "I uhm... I'm not married and I have no man in mind. I want to enjoy my..." I trailed off to that certain dream. It has to be... right? I mean Chris wouldn't be in the same hospital I was in kissing Bea...

"Oh my... I'm so sorry, Emily." The fan apologized. I smiled and wipped my tears away. "I'm fine, love. You don't have to apologize." I replied revealing my accent. "You have an accent!" She exclaimed happily. I smiled wipping my tears. "I do, love. Do ya like it?" I asked smirking. Everyone gasped. "My accent was supposed to be secret you know, but looks like I slipped and revealed it." I said covering up my embarrassment.

"Miss Stan, were you involved to Chris Evans in any way?" Another fan asked. I had wide eyes as Jensen answered for me. "Whoops, sorry guys. Looks like we have to go. See you guys around!" He exclaimed smiling. Jared got me off the chair and lead me towards the car. I was crying and I didn't notice it. "Emily? Hey, Emily? Look at me. Are you alright?" Jensen asked worried. I glared at him through the tears. "This is why I hate interviews! They're going to ask that!" I yelled clenching my jaw. Jensen stayed silent. I sighed and hugged him since he was beside me. "Sorry, I lashed out on you. I just hate that man to the core." I whispered knowing I don't mean that. Jensen nodded hugged me back. "We're here and Sebastian doesn't look too good." Jared commented helping me out. I smiled and kissed their cheek. "I can handle. Go. Have a nice Christmas." I said closing the door and walking towards Sebastian. He opened his arms and you buried your face on his shoulder. "Sebastian, you can't lie to me. Chris was in the hospital. I saw him." I whispered annoyed.

"Emily, what your thi-" I cut him off. "Shush, Sebs. You don't have to cover up for him." I stated letting go and pushed open the door to see Arthur running towards me. "Mom, I'm so sorry. Please don't cry anymore." He said smiling. "You guys watched it, huh?" I asked embarrassed. "Everything, honey. Even the crying." Dad whispered kissing my forehead. I smiled hugging him. "I love you guys." I stated kissing my parent's cheeks. "We love you too, honey." Dad stated smiling. I smiled kissing Arthur's forehead. Naomi and Kieren came into the room hand in hand. "Aw! What are you two adorable angels doing here?" I asked carrying them both. "We saw mommy crying." Naomi replied. "We wanted to wipe her tears away." Kieren continued. I laughed kissing both children as they both wippex my cheeks. "I love you three." I whispered loud enough for Arthur to here too. He smiled and walked away. I walked after him in the living room. We watched Barbie since Naomi loved it. Arthur didn't mind since I taught him not too. Brabie movies have valuable lessons.