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[ Warning⚠️ :- Mention of Rape, skip this chapter if you're not comfortable with it... but others can go ahead.. ]

ZAYN'S POV

I woke up with a throbbing head, it felt like someone has banged it repeatedly to the wall. I scrunched my face due to the amount of pain I was feeling all over my body. How the hell did this happened?

Last thing I remember is when i was on the bed, deep in thoughts about our future together. To be honest I'm a little worried about us, Harry's work is dangerous there are lot of people behind him, waiting for him to slip and they'll strike at him. I'm seriously very scared about Harry. His life is always at risk, no matter how much he tries to deny it.

Everything went black when i felt Harry's arms around me. I mean i was going to turn around to face him but then i felt something pricking on the side of my neck and after that everything went black. I have no idea what's actually happening or what have happened. Its like one minute everything was going all good and then the next moment everything went downhill for me. No, Harry won't do this to me. I know something must be wrong for him to do such a thing to me.

I finally noticed the room and the bed I was currently in. This isn't our room, everything in here is of black colour like sheets, comforter, bed, couch, rug and even carpet. I started panicking, at first I didn't noticed anything but now when I'm well aware of this unknown place, the anxiety started kicking in.

The door opened and my head snapped towards the direction. I scurried backward while clutching the sheets to my chest. Who could it be? Why am I in this unknown place? Where is Harry? Is he okay? All this question started to fuel my anxiety more, if I wouldn't calm myself down I'll probably have a panic attack. That's not good.

My eyes widen when I saw the person that came in through the door. I quickly threw the sheets and ran towards them. Without any second thoughts I wrapped my arms around his torso while hiding my face in the crook of his neck. I felt his arms around my waist while he pulled me more into his familiar warmth. As soon as I was in his embrace, I started to sob. My whole body started to shake uncontrollably.

"Shh, it's okay.... It's okay I'm here.... shh.... don't cry" he started to caress my back while I tried to even my breathing.

"You know I don't like it when you cry. Please Zee don't cry. You are safe with me" His soothing voice made me calm and the only thing left was the hiccups. He quietly walked us towards the bed, while carefully making me sit on the edge. I was reluctant to leave him but he sat beside me and held me again.

"I was so scared Ni. I thought I was kidnapped. I though I would never see you all ever again." I said while Niall was still caressing my back. I was so happy to see him here. At least I'm not alone.

"How did you knew, where was I?" I asked him, as I pulled away and sat straight while looking at him with curiosity in my eyes. If he is here that means Harry might have the idea about my whereabout.

"I didn't knew where you where" he said hesitantly, I could clearly see him having an inner battle, he seems dejected. Why is he looking like that and what did he meant by he didn't knew where I was? If he didn't knew, how come he is here?

"What do you mean by, you didn't knew where I was?" I asked feeling restless now. He is definitely hiding something from me. I've known him since ages and I know how he behaves when something is wrong with him or when he is hiding something from me. I know him like the back of my hand.

"It means I was the one who brought you here" He said while his eyes went towards the floor, he was avoiding eye contact. My eyes widened when I heard him. What the hell does he mean by he brought me here? Why would he do that?

I backed up more away from him. The vibes I'm getting from him isn't very protective or that same familiar warmth that I'm very much familiar with. This is strange, he is being like a close book which had never happened before. He is always transparent for me, i could read him like a book.

"What do you mean by you brought me here, niall please tell me what is this all about? Why i happened to be here when I'm supposed to be with Harry?" His head snapped towards me as soon as i mentioned Harry's name. His eyes that use to always look at me with love was now filled with a sharp glare.

I wasn't use to this behaviour of his. Now i feel like i barely knew him. That whatever i had with him was just a imagination of mine. What are you saying Zayn? Stop this, whatever you are thinking is wrong. He is your best friend why on earth will he do something he shouldn't.

His glare didn't left me as he leaned in towards me while his hand gripped my biscep and pulled me towards him. I was close, we were close, our nose was almost touching and i felt like pushing him away but he didn't let me. His grip was tight enough to leave a harsh mark on my skin.

"YOU. ARE. MINE.....YOU HEARD ME, YOU ARE JUST MINE." He almost yelled it all out. While i looked at him, bewildered. Has he lost it, is he mad. What the bullshit did he just said?

"What the hell are you talking about?" I asked while trying to get away from his steel grip which was basically useless as he was much more stronger than me. 

"You heard me. Harry is no one to you only i am. Can't you see this, can't you see how much I've loved you. Why did you turned blind eyes towards me when I've always been infront of you? Why did you have to choose Harry fucking Styles over me? What did he have that I don't? Why Zayn? Just why?" He was enraged. His words were filled with poison, as if he wanted to kill someone with only his words. His intentions were to kill.

"No, No Niall, please tell me...tell me that you are joking about all of this....You are joking right? You're pranking me..? Okay, you got me, now end this Ni... it's not funny" i asked or requested i don't know what i exactly wanted it to be. I don't want to believe what he is saying because this is so wrong. I mean this wasn't suppose to happen. He is my best friend for god sake. I trusted him with myself, he can't say he love me out of blue.

I was still hoping that he will say that it was all joke, that he was kidding me. That he just wanted to prank me. Please god, let it be a prank. Please, I beg you.

"No, it's not a prank and I'm not kidding. I love you Zee. I've been loving you since so long. Give me a chance, let me love you. Please, forget Harry. Come with me, we'll run away from here. Somewhere far away, it'll just only be us two and no one else. I promise you that I'll protect you with my life." he said while trying to get closer and glancing at my lips. I felt disgusted. This is really wrong of him, so damn wrong.

Why did this all have to turn out like this, I was happy. I was so happy with Harry, this feels like a nightmare. I want to wake up so badly, if it's really a scary nightmare. I feel so conflicted with my feelings right now. I can't hate him, I can't harm him either because he is my best friend. I've known him all of my life. I can't just let it all go because of him falling in love with me.

I know how is it to be in love. It isn't his fault that he fell in love with me because we can never have control of the feelings we have for anyone. He fell for me but he couldn't control that. I'm very familiar with that same feeling as it wasn't right for me to fell in love with Harry in the first place. I should have never fell in love when all he did was kidnapped me, I was practically sold to him by my own father. I was being followed, I was being under observation yet here I am, head over heels in love with my own kidnapper.

I couldn't ignore the pull I felt with him. My heart beats faster when he do as simple thing as of even touching me.

"NO...No listen to me Ni, I love Harry. Please Niall, let me go. You will never get my love. I only love you as my best friend and nothing more. I know it's not your fault that you fell for me but niall I can never return your feelings, it'll always be one sided because I love Harry with all I have. He is the only love of my life.

The next thing I knew was being pushed on the bed harshly while he climbed on top of me. I started panicking more as my anxiety started to kick in again. I tried to push him away with my both hands but he took my both hands in his and pinned it above my head. My breathing started to get faster.

"No, Ni back off, don't do this. Please Niall, don't" I was begging him to let me go. I was crying, trying to scream for help but he didn't let me go. He shifted my hands in one of his and his other hand went to the side of the bed where there was a handcuff, which I didn't noticed till my eyes followed his hand going at the side.

No, no this isn't happening. No I don't wanna get raped. No, for god sake I'm pregnant. Yes, I'm pregnant. I got to know it two days ago, when I've been puking my guts out since past week. I asked louis to bring me a pregnancy kit. Louis knew about this, he promised that he'll keep it a secret till I, myself will reveal it to Harry.

I wanted to give this good news to Harry but I was scared, What if he didn't actually wanted a baby with me? What if he'll make me abort it. I won't be able to live knowing I killed a life that was growing inside of me.

My thoughts were cut short when Niall teared my shirt apart and I screamed, scared about my baby's life. He leaned in on to my neck and started nipping and licking it. I wanted to puke so badly. I wanted to die but I can't do this to my baby. I was feeling so disgusted by his touch. He hands went down towards my jeans and as I was gonna stop him, I felt my hands were cuffed onto the bedpost.

When did this happened? How didn't I felt anything? I was basically helpless. I was screaming, crying, thrashing my legs, twisting around but nothing was working for me.

My wrists were hurting so badly because I've been trying to get them out. It was all fruitless attempt but I was still trying. The sound of zipper was heard and I did the most unpredictable thing to try and stop him. It's my last hope. It could all go down the hill, but I'll still tried nonetheless.

"STOP NIALL, I'M PREGNANT. YOU ARE HURTING MY BABY. PLEASE STOP" and it all halted, just like that. Pin drop silence, was all in the room. I could hear my heartbeat loud and clear. I know I was risking too much, but I was almost getting raped and It would have hurt the baby.

"You're what?!" he asked that came like almost a whisper. He leaned back while observing my face to see if I was lying or is this actually true. I wasn't and he got to know it once he looked me in my eyes. He knows that I'll avoid making any eye contact if I'm lying but when I'm not I'll look directly in them with out any ounce of nervousness.

"Yes, Ni I'm pregnant. Please Niall, help me. I beg you please help me. Contact Harry, tell him where I am. Let me go back to him, Ni please." He got up and turned to leave but he stopped when he was ready to step outside the door.

"I'll do something but I'm not the only one that brought you here but as a mafia leader and as your best friend I promise I'll get you out of here without a single scar. Just Trust me this time" he glanced back at me while I nodded my head. I do trust him, yes I'm really disgusted by what he did to me. He almost raped me but he is still the only one I've left in this world with.

With that he left the room, but the handcuffs were still on my wrist so I couldn't do much. I finally started to take his words in, he said as a mafia leader that means he is in Mafia and he also said that he isn't alone that means there are more. Who could that be? I glanced towards my stomach, imagining to caress it lightly.

"Its okay baby, mommy will never let any harm come to you. You will be safe baby. I'll keep you safe. You'll soon be with daddy. I know he will love to hear this news. I know he'll be so delighted to hold you, to touch your baby soft skin, to put you to sleep. Don't worry baby, mommy loves you" I said imagining a small bundle of joy in my arms.

I'll wait for you to see this world. I'll protect you with all I have. I promise you that.

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So sorry, really very sorry to keep you guys waiting for the updates. I wasn't in my right headspace to resume my writing. I was barely holding on to my own life but it's getting better now. I really don't know about the next update but I'll try for it to be quick as the book is coming to an end, just a few more chapter and we'll be at the end.

Thanks for always hearing my shit of an excuse and still reading my book. Few people messaged me personally to ask me if I was okay or not...and I'm really thankful for them to be such a careful companion of mine. I love you guys so much.

So enjoy, till the next update lovliessssss...... I hope I won't make you wait long... This chapter is the filler as it is long enough for now... See you all soon.