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Harry's pov
( After the explosion )

I was literally living in the dreamland after that amazing kiss, that smooth touch, his soft skin, i was really hard but even if i took him forcefully i need to respect his boundaries, as usual we all know happiness never stays forever with us.

"Harry there was an explosion in one of our most important base, everything is destroyed, not a single consignment is left. We have a deal tonight, how are we gonna make it, what will we do?" Liam came rushing inside my office and started explaining me while i was ready to destroy anything that will be in my sight.

"How the fuck did it happened? No one knew about that base, only few of us were involved in this deal, how thw fuck can this happen?" I roared, trying to hold myself.

"Whoever did this is gonna pay with his fucking life, i swear I'll give them the best fucking show of their own death" i took the vase which was right on my table and threw it on the side wall with so much force that it broke into small tiny pieces, more looking like it was powdered.

"Liam call Stephan, tell him i need a special detective he should be trained to be an undercover. I want him here by tomorrow morning. I don't care how he will arrange that, but i need what i want" i commanded him and he ran out to do his work. No one came in my office as they knew I'll slit their throats without even blinking. I took my phone out and dialed the number which I haven't for a long while now. After couple of rings he picked up the call.

"Hey Chris, everything okay there? I mean is she okay, you're taking good care of her right? I didn't called you because we've never been under attack for a long while now but as it has happened, i just wanted to make sure everything was okay with you guys?"

"Everything okay boss, we're all good. You don't need to worry about this at all, I've everything under control and yeah I'm taking absolutely amazing care of her, so no worries about that either and please be careful, as far as i could see, i think we have a mole in our system, so watch out and thanks for asking boss" Chris replied.

"Okay, i'll get going then. I just wanted to check. bye" I said and received a "bye" in return.

"LOUIS..." I screamed his name, and he came running in my office.

"What happened, what happened? who do I have to kill? where is he tell me?" he started questioning while having a mini panic attack and searching my office frantically for someone who is, I guess invisible. Okay that made no sense, but what can I say when he is searching for something or i might say someone which isn't even there. I grabbed his collar from behind when he was going to look behind the damn door, for fuck sake who can hide behind a damn opened door. He was still walking but the thing was that he couldn't take a step forward , he was just walking on same place as my grip was tight and he was too in daze to get that.

"Okay that's enough, snap out of it you idiot" I said as I used my other hand and smacked him on the side of his head and I simultaneously let go of his collar so he could stand properly without running.

"OUCH...What the fuck was that for?" he asked while rubbing the side of his head where I just smacked him, pretty hard I must say.

"Double the security over our other bases, I want everything to be in control, also check each of them attentively, if you find something unusual inform me as soon as you see it and another thing we have mole in our system, I want you to give me everyone's bio data without them knowing. Got it?" I asked him while his mouth was hanged open with his eyes wide like a saucer, Why you ask? because he got to know that there was mole in our system.

You might say that it was normal to have mole in our system, but the truth is we never had one. So when Chris said that there might be a possibility that we have mole in our system I was shocked myself. He nodded his head while still looking like he was thinking something hard and left the office. I caressed my forehead with my fingers as I've started to feel like my head will burst out. I went back in My baby's room and saw him sitting on the bed while looking out the huge glass window. He seems to be in deep thoughts.

I took my coat off and tossed it on the couch while making my way towards him. As if he felt presence of someone in the room he turned towards me and as soon as he saw me he started backing up more towards the headboard of the bed. Seeing him all scared I just wanted to slap myself and the feeling of something heavy on my chest wasn't helping either.

"No, No please don't come near me" he squeaked as I was closer to him now. His legs were folded around his chest and his hands were wrapped around his legs as if he was trying to protect himself from me. It really broke my heart to see him like this. I climbed onto the bed and went near him. I could see the fear in his eyes as clear as daylight but I chose to ignore it. I put my face near his neck and snuggled more into his intoxicating scent.

"Hold me, please?" I questioned him rather than ordering him. No, I won't force him to do things which he doesn't want to. If he wants he'll hold me on his own but if he doesn't want to, it's okay I'll stay like this till I'll feel better and I'll leave him alone, but to my utter surprise I found a movement in his body. I couldn't look because I was busy snuggling in him, in need of warmth and my eyes were close so. After a second i felt a pair of hand holding head lightly and shifted it onto his lap, i changed my position to be more comfortable. Now my face was facing his stomach while i was lying on the side. I tilted my head upwards to look at him while he had his finger in my hair, softly caressing it. I leaned into his touch, not wanting him to stop. I really want time to freeze. I was still looking at him and finally he made eye contact.

"I'm sorry" was the only word that came out of my mouth, shocking me to the core as I've never used that word ever in my life, not once. It so different with him, i mean i do things which I've never done for anyone, i go all soft for him, i feel things which I've never felt only for him. Sometimes it gets too much for me but i still try to understand everything. I know i'll have to be extremely careful around him. Lying here on his lap while he was caressing my head felt so right, like it was meant to be. I've never felt the need to do anything like this with anyone but with him I feel like I'm in a different world where it's my right to feel his every touch, his care, his love, his every affection is just for me and only me.

"I don't know how to show affection, I don't know how to talk decently, I don't know how to care for someone, I don't know how to deal with my feelings. Ever since I regained my consciousness after losing my parents I had no one to teach me how to deal with feelings, let alone emotions. I really don't know why am I sharing all this with you, but my heart told me that I could trust you. I maybe cold, emotionless, ruthless and whatnot but the fact is somewhere I desire to live my life like any normal human out there." I told him whatever I felt, I poured my every emotion out. I seriously don't know if I'm doing right by trusting him but I don't care anymore. If he'll be the reason for my downfall, I'll accept it with open arms.

"It's Okay, try to sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up" my baby replied softly and I was so glad that I stole a quick peck from his luscious lips, he chose to ignore my avidity. I'm so, so, so happy right now. Everything is okay, for now. With a content smile I snuggled more into him, my face was pressed in his stomach. I started thinking about, how would he look when'll get pregnant with my kids, waddling around with a round, swollen belly, with a tranquil thoughts I drifted in a deep slumber.

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Wow, too much suspense....! Who is Chris? what work does he do, who is he looking after? Who might the mole be? Any idea?

Well you'll have to wait for it.... things are yet to be revealed...!! there is more to it, you'll get to know that in next chapter.

By the way how was it? Let me know and I really tried to update faster but I have exam in few weeks so I'm a bit occupied but no worries I'll still try to keep up with the work. and there might be like more 10 or so chapters, I'll wrap it up early and will work on another book, I've been getting few ideas so.

okay enough of my shits, till next update enjoy lovelies and please take care... I love you all..!