Nightmares

Okay, so- I based this on how Sam has admitted in a video (a while back) that he has an irrational (slight) fear of sunsets, so I took matters into my own hands and made it seem way more extreme so I could make a oneshot on it- don't hate me please it's adorable-

~Sam's POV~

Darkness.

There all I see around me. I look around, fear immediately rushing through my veins. I hate the dark, I hate the sunsets; I hate anything dark. It scares me, and gives me anxiety. That's why I sleep with lights on, and why I don't go outside to film videos at night without a video. I've never liked the dark, but recently my fear of it got worse. Everybody knows my fear of the darkness, so I know it's not my friends trying to prank me. That's why they never even ask me to record a video outside in the middle of the night.

"C-Colby..?" I ask quietly, looking around for him, or anybody else. Nothing. Nobody at all. "Jake? Corey? Somebody..?" I call out.

Soon I shoot up, sweat pouring down my face. My entire body is shaking, tears rolling down my cheeks. I look over at my desk, finding that my light was still on. It was just a nightmare.... I reassure myself, though it not calming me down any. I continue to cry, my hands trembling. I glance over at my sleeping boyfriend, finding him asleep peacefully. He's been my best friend for a long time, and now we've been dating for around two weeks.

I love him, more than anything. For a moment, I try to just watch him to calm myself down, soon finding that isn't working though. I continue to shake, tears continuing to fall from my face. His hair is partially covering his face, creating a boyish, sexy look that I love.

I hesitate, not wanting to disrupt him, but at the same time knowing he's one of the only people that's able to calm me down. I shake him gently, biting my lip. "C-Colby..?" I ask quietly, continuing to shake.

He stirs, groaning softly. "C-Colbs... I'm scared.." I whisper, knowing I sound like such a child right now. Colby sits up, clearly going to help me. He notices the tears covering my face, and pulls me over to him. He hugs me, and I cry quietly.

"I-I had a nightmare... i-it was dark a-and nobody was with me..." I whisper, and he kisses the top of my head gently. 

"It's okay, Sam... it was just a nightmare, just as you said," he says softly.

"I-It felt so real..."

"I know, baby, nightmares are like that. It's not dark, and I'm right here. I'm not leaving," my lover reassures me. I bite my lip a bit more, gently nodding.

"P-Promise..?" I continue to bite my lip, and he nods at me. 

"Of course, bubba. I love you way too much to leave you alone."

He keeps me close, whispering it's okay, it was just a nightmare and I'm right here, and I'm not leaving over and over again. Eventually, I end up falling asleep again, staying as close as possible to my lovely brunette, Colby. 

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I don't know how to write anxiety attacks- like- I know what they're like, I've seen (well- not seen but- yknow what I mean-) my mom go through them and I get them- but like- I cannot for the life of me write them- 
anyway- the Solby was adorable- I love it-
(not the best I could've done though-)

Cookie Da Queen~

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