It's December again, the last month of the year and supposed to be, the month we should be happy and excited for the next year is coming nearer.

But here you are, stuck in the gloom and cold in the middle of the night. Thinking about random things that keep you awake late and you realized you've been surviving for the past months. You aren't just living, you are surviving, too. Making a life out of nothing.

You reached here with all the means you have, some people has left and hurt you, some betrayed you for thinking about better catches, some stayed but were too busy to give you some time. And I must say, don't be sad. You must not dwell on it for a long time.

Everytime you meet new people, you gain and lost friends. People come and go, leaving you cold. What's my point? That things are really temporary, to gain another we should lost the other. We cannot have all the best at once unless it's a miracle. So far you're living the life you wanted and soon you'll start anew.

The cold December will be warmed. 

-AerisScarlet