2021

Anirudh ran his fingers through Bondita's hair, scratching her scalp ever so gently as he did so. This made her shiver with pleasure. 

He looked at her with a glint in his eyes and captured her lips in a kiss once again, using his other hand to draw her body against his on the bed. 

They were both lying sideways, facing each other, and his hand slipped underneath her sweater again, caressing her soft back. 

He could feel things get hot in here, as the heat radiated off her body. She was already beginning to sweat in the sweatpants and sweatshirt. 

Pulling on her lower lip gently with his teeth, he rubbed small circles on her bare back, easing her to get comfortable. 

His tongue traced her lips, and her quick breathing was nearing a moan. He was absolutely thrilled to get such a response from her, and he desperately wanted to continue. 

However, things were not so simple, because protection was very important, and Anirudh did not have the protection he needed. 

So, reluctantly, he pulled his hand out from underneath her sweatshirt, and broke the kiss. 

As soon as he broke the kiss though, she grabbed his shoulder tightly, looking at his lips with desire. 

Anirudh's heart fluttered when he saw her state. 

"Bondita?" he asked softly. 

"Don't stop," she begged, "Not now." 

When he had touched her back, the electrifying sensation that she felt wasn't enough. She needed him to touch more of her. She needed his hands everywhere on her body. 

"We have to before we get too carried away," he told her. 

"Just... a little more," she said, looking into his eyes. 

Anirudh smiled and he asked, "You're enjoying yourself?" 

She blushed hard. 

She was loving this! 

"Aren't you?" she asked him. 

"Of course," he told her and leaned slightly closer to her, lifting his head to her ear and pressing his lips against it gently. He whispered, "You don't know what I want to do to you." 

She trembled against him again and asked, "W - what?" 

"First, I want to undress you," he started. 

Bondita felt her core ache for him. Desire was building between her legs, and it wasn't stopping. 

"Then I want to feel you with my hands," he murmured, his lips tickling her earlobe. 

Oh God. He was going to make her have an orgasm just with his words!

"And then I want to kiss every inch of you," he continued, his voice thick with desire. 

As he narrated to her what he wanted to do, he was getting images in his head, that were making it more difficult for him to stop. 

Bondita's hands found his shirt buttons, and she finally began to unbutton them, making Anirudh breathe hard against her ear. 

The sound of his heavy breathing was turning her on even more. 

"What else?" she asked him innocently. 

"I want to..." he started, his face flushed as she half-finished unbuttoning his buttons -- she had paused to touch his chest lightly. 

"Yes?" she asked softly. 

"Oh, I want to make love to you Bondita," he whispered into her ear, making her press her body against his with desire. 

She could feel his hardness against her -- throbbing. He was so turned on too. 

Bondita quickly finished unbuttoning his shirt, and slid it off his shoulders, before feeling his abs, and his bare stomach with her fingers. 

Anirudh closed his eyes, his mouth still against her ear. 

"You're making this very hard," he whispered.

Oh, she could feel how hard it was for him, literally. 

"I'm also having a hard time..." she said, and turned her face, her lips landing on his neck. 

She kissed it softly. 

"Bondita," he groaned, and then he grabbed her arms, pressing her down on the bed, so that she was lying flat. 

He gazed at her for a moment, and her eyes widened, as she saw the ravenous look in his eyes. He was hungry. Absolutely hungry for her. 

Anirudh attacked her mouth with his own, his lips kissing hers with full force. He was absolutely enjoying asserting rights over her mouth like this. It was like this was his. 

Her hands wrapped around his neck, pulling his body down against hers, as his tongue entered her mouth hungrily, eager to taste her. 

Anirudh's fingers grabbed at her waist, pulling up her sweatshirt gently, exposing her stomach. His hands brushed across her bare stomach, and Bondita shivered with pleasure. 

After he gave her a chance to breathe, he moved his lips down to her neck, kissing every part of it, as his hands ran up her body, dangerously close to her chest. 

He wanted to feel her there, but not without asking her first. 

Looking up at her, he breathlessly said, "We should stop but... can I..." 

Before he could finish, Bondita had grabbed his hand and pressed it against her breast herself, making Anirudh shocked. 

The shy girl from a few moments ago had turned into someone quite bold. 

Bondita blushed and she said, "Please go ahead." 

She didn't know where she got this confidence from, but she certainly knew that he had made her so comfortable throughout the night, that once her fears went away, all that was left inside of her was a familiarity, a part of her who didn't want to hide away from this man. The part of her who had once surrendered herself completely to him, and now she would surrender yet again. 

"B - but," Anirudh stammered, his fingers clutching around her soft breast. She wasn't wearing a bra, and he was certain that he could feel her hardened nipple against the palm of his hand. "P - protection." 

"Touching me doesn't require protection," she told him breathlessly. 

He looked at her with a smile and said, "It needs a lot of protection miss. Protection from me, because I can't hold myself back now."

She blushed as she gazed into his eyes. 

All of a sudden, she was met with a sense of nostalgia. 

She could faintly hear in the back of her mind, something strange. She closed her eyes, as a scene played in her mind. She couldn't make out the faces, but she was the woman, in bed with a man. 

Flashback: 

"Aah, faster," she was moaning, as he slammed his hips against hers. 

His mouth captured hers in a wet kiss, as he continued to thrust against her, and he breathlessly whispered against her mouth, "If I go any faster you won't be able to protect yourself from me missy." 

Her eyes rolled up with pleasure, his words bringing her over the edge as always. 

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Bondita's eyes opened with a start, her heart hammering. She was extremely, extremely wet, a combination from what she just experienced in her mind, and what was happening right now with Anirudh who was still pressing his hands against her breasts, this time, his thumb flicking against her nipple from over the sweater. 

She looked at him, and she whispered, "W - wait." 

He immediately stopped what he was doing and he glanced into her eyes, removing his hands from her breasts. 

She was sweating. 

"What's wrong? Did I cross any limits?" he asked her, afraid. 

She shook her head and sat up on the bed, bringing her knees to her chest, as she took deep breaths. 

What was that memory? Or was that a dream? But she was completely awake -- how could she have been dreaming? 

"T - this experience... it doesn't feel new," she admitted, looking at him, "It feels like... like... this isn't the first time we..." 

Anirudh looked at her blankly. 

She took a deep breath and she said, "It feels like we've done this before... not once, but so many times. L - like this is a normal routine." 

Would he find her weird for saying such an absurd thing, when they only met today? 

She didn't see the man's face in her memory, but she felt the same connection, the same familiarity, that she felt here. 

"Bondita, how can that be?" he just asked her softly. 

She shook her head and said, "Nevermind. I'm being silly. I just imagined something." 

A smile appeared on his lips and he said, "Oh, did you? What did you imagine?" 

A deep blush appeared on her cheeks and she gulped nervously. 

"Were we...?" he asked. 

"Yes," she just said breathlessly. 

"You imagined, everything?" he asked her, feeling blown away. 

"Yes," she whispered, squeezing her eyes shut shyly. 

What a strange thing to confess! Was she bent on pushing this man away from her? 

Anirudh just chuckled and he said, "Wow, you have quite an imagination." 

He leaned towards her again and wrapped his arms around her, wanting to attack her with his kisses again. 

When his lips were about to meet hers again, a dizzy feeling overtook her system, and she could feel her heart pulsate once again, as a vivid memory overtook her system. 

The same familiar lips, from a face that she couldn't clearly see, were touching hers. 

"O - one minute," Bondita said, causing Anirudh to pull back again. 

"Are you okay?" he asked her. 

"My head is hurting. I feel dizzy," she just murmured. 

"Let me get you water," he quickly replied, sounding concerned, and he got off the bed, shirtless, and went to the kitchen to get her a glass of water. 

Bondita was taking deep breaths on the bed, wondering what she was seeing all of a sudden. It was like something was putting images in her head, images that were familiar, but she had a hard time understanding. 

How could this even be possible? She had never slept with a man before. So why were such things playing in her mind, as if they were memories? 

When Anirudh returned with a glass of water for her, he had a very concerned expression on his face. She took the glass from his hands, and drank all of it quickly. 

"Sorry," she apologized. 

"There's nothing to be sorry about," Anirudh told her, "I'm just worried about you." 

She placed the glass down on the table on the side, and then took his hand. 

"I don't know why I keep feeling dizzy, when we come closer like this," she admitted. "But it has nothing to do with you." 

Anirudh felt like it probably had something to do with him. Maybe she wasn't ready to engage with him physically. 

"Let's just sleep then," he offered as a solution. 

She nodded, her head still spinning. 

"I'll change, and then come," he told her, and she nodded in response. 

When he left to wear his night clothes, she laid down comfortably on the bed. This was the most comfortable bed that she ever laid on in her life! She hadn't noticed earlier because she was preoccupied, but now she was registering just how luxurious this whole bedroom was! 

He came back in silky navy blue pyjamas, and Bondita gasped. Even his pyjamas had a rich touch to them! 

They looked so soft! 

"Do you want me to sleep somewhere else?" he asked her, as he approached her on the bed. 

Bondita shook her head and immediately said, "No!" 

She wanted him with her! She didn't want to part from him for a moment. 

He smiled and then got in bed with her, putting a bit of distance between them on the bed. He didn't know what happened earlier, but he didn't want to make her dizzy again. 

Turning off the light using a remote control beside his bed, he laid down on his pillow. 

Bondita stared at the dark ceiling, wondering whether he would say anything to her, or if he would just go to sleep. 

She wanted to move closer to him. The gap between their bodies seemed too empty to her. 

Anirudh glanced at her in the dark and asked, "Are you feeling okay?" 

"Yes," she said softly. 

"If you want, you can come closer," he finally said, making her heart jump. 

Bondita blushed and edged closer to him, gently touching his hand. 

"Can I hold you?" he asked her softly. 

She blushed again and said, "Yes." 

Anirudh wrapped his arm around her, and Bondita leaned against his chest, feeling safe and comforted in his arms. 

A smile reached Anirudh's lips as he felt like he had the whole universe in his arms tonight, and he didn't even know why. 

He caressed her back gently, suddenly feeling the urge to sing her lullabies. What was wrong with him?

His lips brushed over the top of her head gently, as he kissed it, directing his energy there instead. 

Her eyes squeezed shut, feeling his kiss. 

Why was he doing this? He didn't need to. Nothing was going to happen between them tonight. Yet, it seemed like this small act was done out of pure love. 

No Bondita no, you said you wouldn't have any expectations, she thought.

However the way he touched her, the way he kissed her and held her, screamed nothing but love to her. 

Her hands stroked his silky buttoned pyjama shirt. 

The precious way with which she touched him showed her that maybe, just maybe she had fallen for this stranger to the point of no return.  

Two souls were connected that night, bound together by threads of hope, peace, and newfound feelings, which were secretly just old feelings resurfacing. 

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Precap: 

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"Maa, you won't go anywhere right?" Ambika cried. "You'll stay with us right?" 

"Yes Maa, you will be here to scold Ambika right?" Girish asked, sounding afraid, causing Ambika to look at him with annoyance and tears.

Bondita had tears in her own eyes as she held Bhavani in her arms. She nodded, as she whispered, "I'll always be here. I won't go anywhere, leaving my babies behind." 

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