btw i changed cassie's name to kai and their last name to kingsley, if you guys were confused about that c':

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8:16 AM

good morning :---)

well. it's the last day of the bet. one more day til new year's

aaaaand i miss you.

didn't think i'd ever say that to you, honestly.

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5:23 PM

okay. okay. don't reply then that's fine

i'll do the talking. or texting

the truth is, shower boy, you are nothing like i thought you would be. you walked into my shower that first day and i really did wanna stab you or punch you into oblivion, but then you asked me out and made that bet with me and did all those nice things for me. no one's ever done that before. i've never had a boyfriend. ever. i didn't see the need for it when all i heard about was how heartbroken relationships made everybody. but i guess i didn't see that that sappy stuff made everybody really damn happy for a while too. i was too focused on keeping myself detached as much as possible, because i thought that was just what i thought i had to do. well maybe kai's the only exception.

but i guess it might be in the blood, because you've wormed your way into my cold, black, stupid little heart too, just like your sister. i was so fucking surprised that you showed so much effort for me that i didn't stop to think that maybe i had to do the same.

Read at 6:01 PM

11:54 PM

well i'm at a party with kai. still hoping you'll answer

everything i said earlier, those aren't excuses for what i did. they're explanations. i just thought i should tell you

because i am so so SO unbelievably sorry for hurting you.

Shut up, Zoey.