Jin pov

"Nothing happened, you just stood there." I said with nervousness.

I decided to lie. I know lying is bad but I didn't want our relationship to be awkward in the future years.

--Time Flies Fast--

Jin pov

It has been 2 years since he confessed when he was sleep walking. We still kept contact. It's just he doesn't call that often anymore.

Namjoon pov

How do I tell him? He will be heartbroken. I will be heartbroken if I continue but I need to, for my dad.

I was now in front of his house. I slowly reached out my hand and rang his doorbell.
He shyly came out and welcomed me in.

I sat down with a serious expression plastered on my face.
"Jin, I am leaving for the United States." I said trying to hide my tears.

I said it! Finally! But, Jin, I am so sorry. I would have rejected it but, I was forced to accept it. I need to follow my family's orders, even if I don't love her...even if I love you...

Jin pov
I was shocked.
"For how long?" I said, stuttering, trying to hide the sadness I felt.
Namjoon paused.

"That's the problem, I'm never coming back. My flight is tomorrow." What?
I felt the tears. No, don't come out!

"As long as you're happy then I will always support you." I said with a shaky voice.
"I think I should give you some time. If you want to watch me leave then my flight is at 6pm at xxx airport."

He stood up, turned his back away from me, gave me one one last glance and went out the door.
When he shut the door I knelt to the floor and cried my heart out.

My love is going to leave and he will never know about my feelings! I hate it!

I stood up, went to the kitchen, got a plate and smashed it to the floor.
After an hour of smashing dishes, I fell asleep.