Do you know what it feels like to be lonely, to hate everything and everyone in your life, to cry...
You feel anger inside you that you want to burst,
Your heart start to race really fast,
You can see your vision is becoming blurry,
You breathe very harshly like your going to faint,
Your head starts to hurt.
You are unable to breathe,
You swing your body back and fourth to keep calm but it only makes it worse,
You think you're strong enough to stop yourself from crying but can't,
You close your eyes and let it happen.
Tears run down your cheeks and tears keep coming down non stop,
You can't control it,
You start to scream and cry more..
You keep crying until you fall a sleep.
You lay down on your floor and tears still running down,
You feel your eyes closing, you pass out,
Leaving one tear to run and fall to the floor....

That's what it feels like.....