Suicide
People think it's a joke.... like there is something to laugh about,
You don't understand
Do you know what it's like to feel that way?
It sucks feeling this way,
You want to die, sleep forever....
But what you just do
Is laugh....
I hate myself for giving myself these feelings... but you think I'm joking...
I tell you I'm feeling this way,
And you tell me ' are you looking for attention?' And looked at me disgusted,
I never want attention, I just want you to understand and help, but you never will... or understand.
I'm at home and I'm crying in my room just wishing at was all over...
I kept cutting and writing notes,
But I crumbled them and threw them,
You tell me to die, I'll do it, you tell me to jump off a cliff , I'll do it...
I'm sorry for the ones who care,
Wait.... who cares? No body...
I wrote a note and left without saying goodbye....
Note
Dear the one who is reading,
I'm writing this to tell you that I'm already gone. I'm done with everything I have to go through. People says wounds would heal, but what about mine? Are you happy I finally got your request? Are you happy I'm gone? I'm sorry mom, dad, sisters, I couldn't be the best older sister or first child as I could be. Please don't cry and don't die, stay where you are and continue without me I love you. And I hope you are happy I'm gone forever...
Cause I am...
Goodbye cruel world,
Unknown
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