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Severus wakes up and stares at the ceiling. He frowns and moves wondering since when his bedding was so sratchy. He gets up and changes into his normal outfit biting his lip at the almost painfull feel. Thinking maybe he should just not go. Sure they wont miss him. None of them like him.
Hes not even sure if Ron really likes him or if its just because hes forced to. No one has ever shows interest before why would he be. And if he knew about his mental health hed deffenlty not want to be with him.
Severus sighs and goes to grimuald place against his better judgment. He knocks flinching slightly at the sharp sound and the feel of wood.
Mrs Weasly opens the door and smiles. "Hello severus come in. Ron is in his room if yout here to see him." She sahs cheerfully.
Severus fliches slightly at her always loud voice and thanks her going upstairs to Rons room. Maybe this wasnt that good of an idea. He wasnt told to come here today he may not have been wanted. Oh and here comes two people he defintly knows dosnt want him here.
Sirus looks at him. "Hello there Snivilus."
"Fuck off Black."
"Your in my house. You dont have the right to tell me to fuck off."
"Technically since you are a wanted prisoner this can not be legally your home. So. No. This is not your house. Its Dumbldore."
Sirius growls and Remus pulls him back. "Dont do anything stupid Ron is his soulmate remeber."
Sirius smirks. "Right. witch makes Snivilus here a pedophile."
Severus grabs his wand. "I am not a pedophile."
"Ron is a minor." Sirius says.
"Its not like eather of us chose it." Severus growls.
"well you could have said no." Ron says from his door way. "But you didn't and im glad you didn't because that would have been upsetting."
Severus looks at him then the dogs.
Ron carefully takes Severus hand that has his wand and takes him downstairs. "Harry and Draco are still asleep. strange to wake up and your best friend is cuddling the person you swore your supposed to hate."
Severus nods in agreement thinking about how lily started dating James and how upsetting weird and betrayed he felt. Yes she stopped being his friend but he was a bully and bullied more people than just him. But it was him more than anyone. What if Ron decides he doesn't want to be with him any more and becomes closer to Sirius and Remus. Can you change soulmates?
"Severus?" Ron asks pulling Severus from his thought.
"Yes?" Severus responds.
"Are you ok?"
"Of course why do you ask?"
"You keep pulling and scracthing at your sleeves. You seem uncomfortable." Ron says softly.
Severus bites his lip and shrugs.
Ron sighs and sits down Severus sitting next to him scratching at his sleeve. Ron looks at Severus unsure if he should ask or not. He dosnt want to scare or upset him.
Severus bites his lip unsure what to do now. Why did he even come here. Ron seeems anoyed with him. Maybe he should just go. Severus quietly thinks to himself as he pulls at his hair.
Ron carefully takes Severus hair from his hand and sets his hand in his lap.
Severus holds his hand smiling slightly. This is nice. Severus thinks wondering why he didnt hold his hand sooner.
Ron smiles as Severus plays with his hand calmly. "Sev?" Ron says softly.
Severus looks at him then they are called into the dinning room for breakfast.
They get up and go in the other people in the house slowly walking in as well.
Severus looks down unsure what to do now. So he holds his hand figeting.
Ron smiles happily letting him as he puts food on his and Severus plates.
Severus looks at his plate seeing two pancakes three bacons and some scrambled eggs. He just eats the backon and pankcakes ignoring the eggs and figets with rons hand.
Ron looks at him and eats.
Severus finishes and goes back to playing with Rons fingers.
Ron smiles softly watching him. Maybe he shouldn't ask. Severus seems to not be in any pain do to what Hermione was talking about. If he really needed to know Severus would tell him... Maybe...
Severus looks at Ron and lets go of his hand thinking he is getting annoying. Why did he come here again? He wasn't told he can come here. They probably were not expecting him Black defiantly wasn't. Ron doesn't even really want him. Though he did say he was happy he said yes and didn't say no. That could be a lie though.
Ron takes Severus hand carefully as he begins to scratch at his arm again. Ron smiles at him begging to think he probably should. He needs to know more about it some how. Though he certainly wont ask in front of everyone. That would be rude.
Severus looks at him and grins .
Ron smiles thinking Severus is becoming more comfortable with him. He kisses the back of Severus hand and pulls him a little closer getting no resiatance.
Severus plays with Rons fingers grinning to himself feeling relaxed.
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