They're cutting the trees down in the forest.

It's not as young as it once was, but neither are you. You come back to it every year, these woods. Someone needs to look after it. Not like you do that, but at least taking the time to come back and see it makes you feel a little better.

Maybe you aren't looking after it, but at least you're looking.

Being home from college is... fun. Mostly.

You love your family, but you sure as hell love these woods too, for when you've had enough. There's one tree that forks into two, right at the heart, that you cried under countless times throughout your childhood.

Now it's more for nostalgia. Coming home for the long college holidays, you've grown up and your family let you do your thing, so you don't generally have a need to sob your heart out in the wilderness anymore.

Wow, this is making your childhood sound really bad. It wasn't.

But whenever it was, the woods were there.

Winter is making itself felt now, air slowly numbing your face and fingers. You trail them across the bark of a tree you pass before digging them reluctantly into your coat pockets.
This tree doesn't look too healthy.

Though it still felt normal, the bark is thinning. You wonder if it will live to see new leaves in the spring.

Overhead, the dappled grey sky bears a heavier shadow. You should probably be getting back soon. Making your way, without hurrying, towards the edge of the trees, you trod over their forgotten leaves as they faded into the ground.

Soon the soft carpet of the forest petered out and you found yourself on the familiar roads that led back to your house.

No one else really seemed to be about apart from you. Except for whoever that was that just came around the corner. Hold on-

Is Min Yoongi back here? Ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod-

Sucking in a deep breath, you did your utmost to avoid staring at him, eyes trailing along the ground instead. As you drew closer to each other, your grew heartbeat louder in your ears.

Now that wasn't fair. You were meant to be over this.

But of course that was never the case.

Min Yoongi had grown up here too, a boisterous child that grew into a reserved teenager.

What he was doing with himself now, you had no idea, but what was important is that he was here right now. Because maybe the monster crush you harboured for him had never really gone away.

In school, you two had been friends. Not the closest, but you would hang out together, always too shy to really talk. Now the course of life had taken you two apart; you weren't sure you had spoken to him since you were sixteen.

Okay, he was only steps away now. You had to stay calm.

Act natural. Pretend you haven't seen him.

Wait, no. That would be impossible. There's only the two of you on this road, how could you not notice him?

You didn't want to come off as rude if you ignored him.

In your panic, you looked up to find his eyes trained on you already. While your brain was busy short-circuiting, you settled for a small smile and a quick wave.

For one mortifying moment, you thought he didn't recognise you at all. His eyebrows remained slightly creased, but just as you were nearly past him, his eyes widened.

"Y/N!"

The wide smile that had taken over his face retreated into a small, shy one as you stopped.

"Hey, Yoongi," you smiled back.

"What are you up to?" he asked, glancing briefly to the end of the road you had just come from. Towards the forest.

"Just out for a walk," you explained, "getting away from my family for a bit."

"I can understand that," he laughed quietly, scratching absently behind one ear.

"I didn't realise you were back here," you prompted after he trailed off, "it's good to see you again."

"Yeah, and you," he nodded, "it's strange being back sometimes, but it's good you're here too."

Despite the cold, your felt heat in your cheeks. What did he just say?

"I-I mean," he stuttered, "like, it's weird, when things are different than you remember them , and so it's nice when you see someone familiar... yeah."

"Yeah, yeah, I totally get you," you swallowed, laughing nervously, "like the forest, it's not the same anymore-"

"Not the same," he grimaced, then froze, realising you spoke in unison.

Wide eyed, laughter bubbled from both of you

"Are you going there now?" you asked, "it's a bit cold isn't it?"

As the two of you had stood talking, the light had steadily drained from the sky.

"I'm sure I'll be fine," he smirked.

Surprised by his sudden confidence, you just smiled.

"Okay, if you're sure. I should probably be getting home, though."

"Sure," he nodded quickly.

"See you."

Glancing at the inky sky, you turned to leave, hands delving deeper into the warmth of your coat pockets, when Yoongi cleared his throat behind you.

"Um..."

Now a few steps away from him, you looked over your shoulder.

"We should catch up some time. Properly. If-if you'd like."

"Yeah, sure," you smiled widely.

"Nice. I'll, um, see you soon."

He gave you a wave, smile dancing on his lips. The moment you turned away, you bit your lip, trying to contain your grin. Practically bouncing your way home, your cheeks were burning by the time you reached your front door.

Stiff fingers fiddling with the key, at last you let yourself in.

No doubt hearing you stomping your shoes on the doormat, your mum came around the corner.

"You were gone a while," she observed.

"Yeah, bumped into Yoongi on the way back," you begrudgingly explained.

"Min Yoongi?"

"Mmhmm."

"I remember when you used to have a silly crush on that boy!" she laughed. Kicking your shoes off, you rolled your eyes but followed her through to the kitchen.

"His family's always been very strange though," she continued, "they don't really talk to anyone. Half the time I don't even know if there's anyone at home."

"You're spying on their house now?" you joked.

"Well, when they're shut in all summer, you can't help wondering," she defended, "very strange, the lot of them... you would do well to stay away from them, Y/N."

"But-"

"You're not even friends with him, why should it be an issue?"

"You're right," you sighed.

It was easier to let it slide.