YOUR POV

I am in New Berk now. All the dragons have gone to the Hidden World not too long ago and since there are no more dragons there's nothing really fun to do. At this time at least.

I'm in my home laying in my bed as I sing the song I always sang to my best friend "Y-you are my sunshine. My only s-sunshine you make me happy when skies are g-grey--." I couldn't continue. The song brought too many memories and I don't think I can handle it.

I felt a bit depressed. I miss my dragon dearly. I haven't been eating, sleeping, and going outside as much.

I think back on that day.

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I cry hard as I was saying my goodbye to (y/d/n) "I'm going to miss you so much my good (boy/girl)...don't forget about me." I hugged (his/her) neck for what feels like hours. Sadly it was time for them to go. As I saw all the dragons fly off I just watched my dragon. Just waving and watching. Feeling happy knowing that (y/d/n) would be safe and be where (he/she) belongs but at the same time...sad knowing this is the last time I am going to see (him/her).

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I suddenly hear a knock on my door and it brought me back to reality.

I sat up on my bed and noticed tears were going down my face. I wiped them off quickly "I'm coming!" I said in my happiest voice.

I took a deep breath, smiled, and opened the door.

"Hey!" I said forcing a smile

"Hey, (Y/N)!"

It was Snotlout at the door. 

"So...uh...What brings you here Snotlout?" I asked as I glanced away.

He seemed to stare at me for a second too long and it got me slightly self-conscious.

'Could he see my bloodshot eyes from crying?'

"Oh, uh. The gang wants to know if you're available later today for dinner?" Snotlout asked me as he smiles.

Right...the gang. I haven't really spent time with them after the day we let our dragons go. We used to get into crazy but fun and exciting adventures, which I am going to miss so much. I wonder how they feel...I wonder how everyone feels.

Snotlout waved his hand in front of my face. "Hellooo?" His smile turned into a concerned look. "Are you alright?"

I closed my eyes and shook my head a bit. I was so deep in thought I forgot Snotlout was standing right in front of me.

"Yeah!...yeah...I'm..." I trail off.

'Should I tell him?'

I haven't told anyone. I don't like people seeing me like this. It makes me feel...weak, but I can't take it anymore.

I trust him. Yeah, sometimes he can be an egotistical jerk and seems selfish at times, but I know deep down he is really not that and he knows it.

We have been best friends for years. He saw me when I was at my happiest, my angriest, and my saddest. But never like this.

'Here goes nothing.'  I took a deep breath in.

"I'm..." I muttered "I'm really having a hard time right now..." I choked out

I felt my tears pricking my eyes, they were coming back again. There was some silence and he pulled out a small white chipped seashell with pink speckles.

"A seashell for your thoughts?" He asked softly as he handed it to me.

My tears were now slowly dripping down my face. Even after all these years he still kept it.

I hesitated, but I took it off his hands without even thinking. It was kind of a habit that I picked up over the years, however, it's a special interaction between and him so it felt right to accept.

'Well, I guess I have to tell him now....'

"I...just miss (y/d/n) so much." I murmured out and suddenly, I started to burst into tears. I covered my face with my hands.

I couldn't keep my emotions inside of me any longer.