|A|N| Ugh I hate my dad so much. He scares me tbh. He's just so rude and racist with all his generalizations. I fucking hate him so much. I hope he dies soon. He seriously has insulted the whole Asian race a billion times. Seriously!? You're insulting someone I'll probably be marrying one day, the culture interested in and the place I've been working so hard to live in? Fuck you. What an asshole. Oh yeah and screw you guys readers not crying when he puts it in cause guys it wouldn't hurt that much (got my resources) and no nipple play. It's weird in straight porn. No. Wtf. Ew. Yaoi sure but straight- no.

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|Story Starts|

It was getting dark. Dinner had just been finished. Armin didn't go to dinner. He felt he had to "set up" for tonight's "activities". Besides, he wasn't hungry anyways. He only ate most of the time because he wanted you to think he was normal.

|Armins Thoughts in Italics|

I'm feeling pretty good about tonight. I think everything will go just as planned. I know exactly what I've got to do. I'm so excited. I'm feeling normal, that's great. I was so nervous about having one of my 'moments' again tonight. That would ruin everything. I don't want to be driven by lust, I want to be driven by passion and love. When I get like that all I'm thinking about is sex, sex, sex. But tonight all I'm gonna think about is Y/N. This is both mine and her first time. I won't screw up. I'm doing this right.

All of the sudden Armin heard footsteps approaching from outside the cabin.

"U-Um!"

He looked around frantically, then finally deciding to sit on the bed. He interlocked his hands and squeezed them tight.

You walked inside and closed the door. Armin was sitting uncomfortably on the bed.

"Hey..."

You spoke nervously.

"H-Hi..."

"Is something wrong?"

"No."

"Is it about that?"

"Y-Yeah. I'm a bit anxious."

"Listen we don't have too if you don't want-"

"No I want too! I really do! I'm just having trouble getting over my own insecurities, that's all."

"Oh, well if you need to talk, we can talk."

You sat down beside Armin.

"No I'm okay. It's nothing you don't already know. Anyways, are you okay with this? I haven't really got to ask you that yet... everything so far has been about me."

"That's because your opinion's important and yes, I'm fine with this. I'm good if you are."

"Really? Well okay. If that's how you feel then I'm content."

"That's good."

"Yeah... so when can we?"

"Whenever you'd like."

"Can we now?"

"Sure, if that's what you want."

"Y-Yeah! It'd work because - never mind."

"Alright..."

"So, are you gonna?"

"I thought you wanted to be dominant?"

"Oh yeah! I do! Uh... okay."

Armin put his hand on your chest.

"C-Can I push you down?"

You giggled.

"Yes, and you don't need to ask."

"Oh... sorry."

Armin put a hand behind your back and slowly lowered you down.

"Is that fine?"

"Armin I'm not fragile."

"I know, I know. I just don't want to hurt me."

"I know you, you won't."

Armin gave you a brief look of discomfort before moving on. He proceeded to climb over top of you, ending up in a crawling position.

"You ready?"

"Yeah."

"Okay..."

Armin bent down and slowly began kissing your neck. His lips were so warm on your cool skin. You shivered. He leisurely moved his way down to your collarbone then eventually stopped.

"What?"

You questioned.

"Your uh... your shirt is in the way."

"Oh yeah, sorry."

You propped yourself up on an elbow and managed to slip your sweatshirt off with your free hand. You weren't wearing anything underneath.

"There."

Armin sat back and looked at you in awe.

"What?"

"I just haven't seen you like this in a while."

"Armin you see me change every day."

"No but I don't look... anyways, I think you look very beautiful Y/N. You're the most stunning girl I've ever seen."

"Awe, thank you. I think you're the most handsome boy I've ever met."

"Th-Thanks. Um... C-Can... C-Can I touch them?"

"Do whatever."

"Really?"

Both of you locked eyes.

"Yes."

"Uh okay..."

Armin slowly placed his hands on your chest. They were almost not even touching; more like hovering.

"I-I haven't touched them before..."

He gave them little squeezes.

"Well now you have."

"They're soft."

"They feel the same as the rest of me Armin."

"Well... you're soft."

You giggled.

"Alright then."

"Um I'll just..."

Armin leaned back and pulled off his shirt, exposing his petite chest. Frankly you thought it was quite cute; despite his poor opinion of himself. You smiled.

"Y/N you look so beautiful."

"Thank you Armin."

Armin nodded.

"Uh... okay."

He slowly pushed you back down onto the bed and crawled over you, once again. He was just so lost. It was really tempting to take over. But no, I couldn't. It's his turn to have the power. It's not fair if I take that from him. Otherwise he'll never learn. I can't have that.

"Uh Y/N..."

"Yes?"

"C-Could I kiss the rest of you? Before everything else? I-I know I'm a bit- no, I'm going really slow, but it's because I just want this to be something I remember forever. I want to see all of you before I do anything. I want to be able to touch all of you- I know that sounds really inappropriate and stupid but... it's what I think is right."

"It's not stupid Armin. I think you're right for thinking that way."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Oh, I'm so glad you think it's a good idea. I don't want to go fast. I just want to take this moment in."

|To Be Continued|