It was June. It had been a few weeks since that time Jean and I were, you know, fooling around, per se. Well, I wouldn't call it that because we never really got to do anything. When I got back to my cabin after dinner, I realized he'd left his cum puddle on my bed. Thanks, Jean. That was fun to clean up. Jean and I were currently laying on my bed during free period, as per usual. Marco was laying on the couch, zoning out. Free time had just begun and I decided I'd try to make a move on Jean again. We had the time. I ran my index finger up and down Jean's chest. "Jean, I'm bored," I whined quietly. He looked away and pulled my hips closer to his. So he did want this, that was good. I pushed him onto his back and crawled over him, grinding my hips into his. He winced.

"Guys, that's a bit inappropriate. You do know I'm still here, right?" Marco interrupted. I looked back at him and pulled off the covers. I walked over to him and crawled on top of his lap. He sat up uncomfortably. "Come on, Marco. Let's play for a bit," I purred. He was blushing. I could tell that deep inside, he actually craved intimacy. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rolled your hips up and down his lap. Jean came up behind me and ran his hands down my sides. I began to kiss Marco, making sure to explore his mouth with my tongue.

He moaned through the kiss. Jean broke our kiss while trying to take off my shirt. He threw it on the ground beside us, carelessly, and I moved down to Marco's ankles. I unzipped his pants. Jean, who was behind me, began to undo his belt and pants. Marco moaned my name. I knew he was turned on, despite the hard face he was trying to put on. He was trying to come off as mature but inside, he was still a boy with desires. His hard cock could prove that. He was clearly just putting on a goody-goody act. Jean slowly masturbated behind me, enjoying the scene. Honestly, seeing his timid friend in this state made him horny. I curled my fingers around the hem of Marco's boxers and yanked them down. A huge erect penis swung up at my face. I was surprised to see that it had freckles too. It was cute. 

"Y-Y/N!" he yelped. I smiled up at him as I grabbed onto his penis. I slowly started pumping, up and down, with my hand. He tried his hardest to convince himself it was wrong to do this at the base but, it just felt so right. I started picking up the pace. The faster I went, the louder his moans became. All of a sudden, Marco stumbled off of the couch, falling onto the ground. "Hey, are you okay?" I asked, concerned. 

"Y/N, I am so sorry but I can't do this right now. As much as I'd love to, doing something like this at a military base camp simply doesn't sit right with me. Maybe some other time, some other place," he stammered, stumbling backward. He pulled up his pants, zipping them up. Once he finally did, he ran for the door, not even trying to put on his shoes. He carried his shoes out in his hands and ran back to his cabin. I felt bad. I understood why he'd felt guilty. I hadn't thought of it from that perspective. Jean pulled up his pants and zipped them up. "I should go check on him. Sorry Y/N, I hope we can continue this later," Jean said. 

Jean slipped on his shoes and went running after Marco. I felt like God was almost cock blocking me. It'd happened with the bell, on multiple occasions, and now with this. I put my shirt on and lay down in my bed. I pulled the covers tightly over my head, and I lay there, hugging my pillow. Maybe there was something wrong with me. Did boys just not like me? I lay awake for the rest of the free block letting all these unsettling thoughts run through my mind.

Eventually, free time ended. The dinner bell rang from afar, ending the open time. I got up and ran down to the mess hall. Something was different, the room was quiet. I got my food and sat down. The Commander stood up on a table in the middle of the room. "Listen up! You all know how summer break is in two weeks," he yelled, getting a few claps and whistles. "One of you is getting the chance to spend your summer going on expeditions with the Survey Corps! It's a great chance to experience titan combat, in person. In the past, the student who's been granted this position ends up at the top of their class," he explained. The room filled, this time, with groans and moans. Nobody wanted to go. Why would you want to waste your summer break fighting titans? The Commander pulled out a paper from his pocket.

"The lucky individual this summer will be, uh, Y/N."

My heart sunk. Everyone turned to look at me.

"Get packed, you're leaving on Friday!" the Commander screamed. He jumped down off of the table and chatter returned to the room. I couldn't believe it. My summer break was going to be ruined. Friday would be the day after tomorrow, so I didn't even have that long to pack. That night, dinner tasted the worst it ever had been.