Fifteen
The next few days are hard for Louis pain wise, he has been sleeping and laying on the couch for the few days, not wanting to move it hurts too much. The boys have been camping downstairs with him on mattresses on the floor, they've been taking turns going into the office so someone is always with Louis.
They haven't discussed much more about the club or anything and the boys just want to give Louis his space, allow Louis to come to them.
Louis is sitting watching TV when Harry comes into the room, Harry kisses Louis head and Louis smiles.
"How's my boy?" Harry asks smiling
"Okay" Louis sighs.
"Need anything?" Harry asks as he runs his hands through Louis hair.
Louis sighs, he's got so many questions in his head that he needs answers too and he really wants to talk to Harry about them.
"What's up sweetheart" Harry asks.
"I just wanted....I just have some questions I guess and stuff" Louis says
"Yeah, we thought you might and you can ask us anything Lou, absolutely anything" Harry says.
"Like, I, what did you and Jax like do, together, like I know you had sex but like I guess I just want to know why it's different and like stuff" Louis says.
Harry nods
"Yeah, no, good question, I guess it might be easier if i start at the beginning I think yeah?" Harry says as he sits facing Louis.
"Um, okay" Louis says as he sits up and let's Harry sit beside him.
"Well, the boys and I have always been quite dominant and that also extends to the bedroom. We like to dominate and have someone submit. We started the downstairs after we had SNITCH up and running, we wanted a place we could go to discretely practise that lifestyle" Harry starts
"So...okay like how did you find your person....your Jax?" Louis asks quietly
"We found an agency that provides dominants with submissives, we tell them our type and they deliver. We would keep them for six to twelve months and then move on" Harry says.
"So you don't have feelings for any of them?" Louis asks
"No darling, that's part of the whole deal. No feelings. We both get what we want out of the partnership and that's that. No strings attached" Harry says.
"That sounds a little harsh" Louis says
Harry smirks
"It's a contract darling, each party gets exactly what they want I assure you. There's no feeling involved on either side so when the contract ends the contract ends. It may sound heartless but it's safer for both people that way" Harry says.
Louis takes that in. He supposes that's a good point.
"So why don't the others do it anymore?" Louis asks
"They all want to settle down and they developed feelings for other people and have found a way to balance it all within a relationship" Harry says.
"So you don't want that?" Louis asks scared of the answer but he desperately needs it.
Harry sighs.
"I'm going to tell you something okay and I want to apologise for not opening up sooner, but what I thought I wanted and what I actually wanted were two different things" Harry says
Louis looks at Harry innocently and nods. Harry takes a deep breath and just hopes Louis doesn't run after he hears this.
"I've had feelings for you for nearly a year, deep feelings and I've pushed them aside because you're young and I thought it wasn't right, I thought I still wanted the lifestyle I was living with no strings attached. I thought If I faced my feelings for you I would lose all my control so I kept up with Jax. The thing is, have you noticed that Jax has a similar look to you? Remember when I said we all had a type? Well my type has always been you and every time I got a new sub I would be disappointed when I opened the door and it wasn't you. I never wanted you to be part of that lifestyle, you aren't my submissive, you shouldn't be anyone's submissive and I don't want that for you and I didn't think I was ready to give it up and come to terms with it all" Harry confesses looking down at his hands.
It's quiet for a few minutes before Louis speaks up
"And you are now?" Louis questions
Harry looks to Louis. He half smiles and reaches out to swipe Louis fringe off his forehead.
"You're all I care about and all I will ever care about" Harry says
"I don't know if I can be a good submissive Harry, I don't know if I can be that for you and you shouldn't have to give it up because I might not be able to give you what you need" Louis says reluctantly
"I don't expect you to be a submissive, Louis it's different with you, yes I want to spank you sometimes when you're attitude gets out of hand and I would love to assert my dominance on you sexually but that's as far as it goes, there's no desire for me to do anything else. I want you and I want you to be happy" Harry says
Louis can't help but half smile at Harry's confession. He's not a prude, he's not closed off to the whole thing he just never wants what happened to him to happen again.
"I'm new to everything sex wise Harry, I'm not saying I won't let you be dominant with me, I do like it when you are. From what we've kind of experienced before but....there is no way in hell I will be tied to a roof or have a whip or gag or anything like that used on me. I'm sorry if that's a deal breaker but I can't do any of that" Louis says and tears settle in his eyes as he replays those images of Rhys and Robbie in his head.
"Darling no, never, I don't want that either I promise you, I just want you. We can take this slow it's new for both of us but I want this to work out more than anything. I want you more than anything" Harry says.
Louis smiles
"I want to try too, I've missed you so much Harry" Louis says as a tear falls.
Harry grabs Louis gently and brings him so he's straddling Harry
"God Louis, I've missed you so bloody much, I'm miserable without you. It feels so good to have you in my arms" Harry says as he holds Louis close and drinks him in.
Harry grabs Louis face and they stare at each other. Harry leans in and claims Louis lips and like the other two times they've kissed it's like fireworks but this time they are hopefully here to stay.
.....
It takes Louis a few more days to feel more like himself, where he doesn't need his pain relief so often. There has been a big change around the House with the boys having their girlfriends over a lot more and Louis actually likes it, it's nice to see his brothers so happy.
Louis and Harry are still taking things slow and haven't gone further than a few intense Makeout sessions but they've both really enjoyed being together and finally feeling like things are falling into place.
Louis limps his way downstairs to the lounge Saturday night, the boys have their girls over and are all eating take out, laughing and having a glass of wine on the couch. Harry is laughing along with the boys at a story Amy is telling and Louis can't help but stare at how beautiful Harry is.
Harry senses Louis and looks towards him smiling widely, he opens the blanket he has around him and ushers Louis over, Louis smiles and slips under the blanket onto Harry's lap, curling up. Harry holds him close and kisses his head.
"You hungry Lou?" Scott asks when they've all stopped laughing and look towards Harry and Louis fondly.
"Not really" Louis says
"Well we can make you anything you feel like" Edward says fondly.
"I'm fine Eddie" Louis says.
Edward nods.
"How are you feeling?" Harry asks gently
"Okay...when do I have to go back to school?" Louis asks, he's been avoiding the question and doesn't want to face Rhys and Robbie.
The boys look towards each other
"Whenever you're up to it bud, you have to be completely off your pain meds first" Drew says.
"I'd say that would be another week at least" Sammy says.
Louis relaxes a little at that, at least he has another week to prepare.
"What's going to happen to Rhys and Robbie? Can I transfer schools?" Louis asks, everyone obviously will know what's happened, a few of the team have messaged him asking if he's okay but he doesn't know how much they actually know and it's humiliating.
"Well, the thing is darling, when it comes to Rhys and Robbie, there's not much we can do and we're sorry but if we want to keep the club private and under wraps we can't let anything leak to the press" Scott starts
"So um....that means no one will know what happened?" Louis asks cautiously
"We've has a contract drawn up, super tight, no one can know anything and if Robbie and Rhys say one single word there will be severe consequences" Drew says.
"Okay, so they can't say anything to me? I still don't want to be near them" Louis says
"We know and we've made them change schools, they won't be returning to London elite, they've enrolled in James South College" Edward says.
"The biggest rivals of London elite?" Louis asks
"Yeah" Harry sighs.
"Okay, I think I can handle that, so what do I tell everyone at school?" Louis asks
"We've told them you had a fall at the club, that's all anyone needs to know so don't worry about it okay" Scott says smiling.
Louis nods sighing, he's thankful the boys have handled everything for him.
....
That night Louis is getting ready for bed when Harry comes into his room.
"Hi darling" Harry says gently
"Hi" Louis smiles
"I wanted to see if maybe you'd like some company tonight" Harry says carefully. He's missed Louis next to him at night, knowing he's safe. He loved when Louis used to sneak into his room at night.
Louis smiles shyly, he's missed Harry so much too.
"Yeah" Louis says and Harry smiles widely back.
They both settle down for bed, Harry making sure Louis is comfortable.
"Okay baby?" Harry asks as he secures Louis in his arms.
"Yeah" Louis says as he looks towards Harry
Their eyes meet and Harry leans in and kisses Louis softly. Harry has never been like this with anyone, so soft and caring, so gentle. With Louis Harry just wants to keep him protected and loved at all costs.
Things turn heated and Louis moans into Harry's mouth, Harry leans back and both boys are panting into each other's mouths.
"Lou, baby" Harry pants
"Keep going Harry, I trust you...I" Louis trails off.
"I will never hurt you, if you want me to stop just say so and I will okay" Harry says gently
"I will" Louis nods in understanding.
"Good boy" Harry says and Louis keens at the praise
Harry rolls Louis onto his back gently, careful of his injuries as they kiss passionately
Harry rolls his hips down onto Louis and their hard members touch they both moan at the contact
"Does that feel good" Harry asks Louis sexily
"Yes...ugh" Louis pants
"Feel so good" Harry says.
He then reaches down and gently removed Louis track pants and jumper gently, he drinks in Louis soft golden skin, although it's bruised Louis is delicious, he's so small and beautiful. Harry looks into his lust blown eyes and wants to stay in them all day.
When Harry gets down to his boxers Louis Looses his breath, Harry is toned, muscly, tattooed and so confident. Harry smirks at Louis reaction to him.
"Just breathe baby" Harry says sexiest.
Harry goes back to kissing Louis and playing with him over the top of his boxer shorts, Louis sneaks his hand to Harry's waistband and starts pumping Harry's huge cock. It feels so hard and soft at the same time. Louis wants to taste it, wants Harry to do things to him, he needs Harry.
"Harry" Louis pants desperately.
"Shhhh, I got you, I know baby" Harry says sexily.
When both boys are completely naked they just stare at each other, neither boy can belive what's happening. Harry puts his fingers inside Louis mouth and Louis without being told sucks on them, looking straight into Harry's eyes.
"So good for me" Harry says as his cock gets harder the more Louis sucks.
Harry then pulls his fingers out and brings them to Louis tight hole. He gently starts scissoring Louis open, it's something he's craved for so long and watching Louis come undone below him is everything.
Harry kisses Louis senseless and when he deems Louis ready he takes his fingers out and lines himself up with Louis hole.
He gently pushes in, Louis taking the burn and stretch as Harry talks him through it gently.
When Harry is all the way in he starts to thrust and Louis moans loudly. Harry feels so good inside him.
Pure lust comes over Harry and he thrusts hard and fast but every thrust is meaningful, his entire want and need to make Louis happy, to give him as much pleasure as possible takes over. He kisses Louis fiercely as he thrusts in and out, hitting Louis prostrate every time.
"Harry, shit, I'm going to come" Louis says breathlessly.
"Yeah? You're going to come for me like a good boy, like my good boy? I'm making you feel so good aren't I, feel so good that you need to come" Harry says lustfully.
"Yes. Yes!" Louis nearly shouts.
"What do you say?" Harry asks sternly
Louis catches on quickly
"Can I please come, please" Louis whines
"Good boy, come for me baby" Harry says and Louis does, so hard he sees stars.
Harry follows, filling Louis up with his seed moaning his name over and over.
When they both come down from their highs they just lie there, covered in sweat and each other but they don't care, they stare at each other breathing into each other's mouths.
"Louis" Harry says seriously
Louis looks at Harry innocently
"I've never made love before" Harry admits
Louis smiles widely
"Me either" Louis says shyly.
"I love you" Harry says as he kisses Louis nose.
"I love you" Louis says back looking into Harry's eyes.
Harry smiles widely. He waits until Louis is asleep before he cleans up and holds Louis all night close to him, they both sleep soundly and the best they have in weeks.
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