I'm scared, shattered..
My heart hurts..
My whole body hurts..
I feel like I'm going to die...
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The girl you said was like your sister
Became a drunken mistake

How could I not see it coming?
Like my friends said, it was all infront of me

But I was just a fool
Who was blinded by love..
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I feel extremely angry

But why is it that my heart still yearns for you?

Why is it that this void can only be filled by you?

Why do my heart break when I see you cry
even when I know it's all a lie?

You told me that you still want me..
But can I even dare to want you back?

Will you be able to give me all of you?